Its 2AM. i tried to sleep. But i had a nightmare.

[Methylphenidate]

I tried to sleep 1½ hours ago because I couldn't continue rotting. My eyes physically felt uncomfortable. But I just woke up, because I kept having 3 continuous, weird things happen to me in a dream. Im still sleepy as shit so idk what im even typing. But the basic idea was that the nightmare was about this forum, but in real life. It was scary.

Im taking a little break from sleep as I wrote this, taking refuge on my toilet seat, away from my bed. Im scared to go back to sleep. Im being serious.