It’s an ugly world

[Vermilioncore]

You’re brought into existence because someone fucked someone else. You begin to grow in the person. You exit her body and your life begins. You must be a functioning part of the world for you to live a decent life. You are boxed into a racial and ethnic square and belong to a nation that is at war with other nations — a war you had no part in. People hate you for things you cannot control. The way you look was never your choice. You are born with sexual desires but these desires aren’t fulfilled unless you look attractive to the opposite sex. You have no control over it. You are forced to have sex with your hand to relieve the tension. You begin to hate the other gender for disowning you for things you never had control of. The world hates you for this. You experience much pain, fear and sadness. You wonder “why, if life brings all these horrible things, is existence not an optional thing?”

- me