Apparition
Aimless Spirit
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You see her being so girly and feminine, jumping around in excitement. Meanwhile when I met her she was dark, edgy and bipolar simply because she didn’t like me, I was just a vulnerable incel loser in her eyes.
What’s worse though is that I coped by thinking that this is how she is in general, some moody chick that’s dissatisfied with the world but eventually that coped collapses. I legit never expected that she could be so expressive and feminine, it’s like a different person entirely.
Meanwhile my old oneitis was :different. In fact it was the opposite. She showed her girly and feminine side to me while she was moody and edgy in general. But I couldn’t deal with her because I was too sensitive. Then I toughened up only to meet a girl that was much crueler. You just can’t win as a man.
What’s worse though is that I coped by thinking that this is how she is in general, some moody chick that’s dissatisfied with the world but eventually that coped collapses. I legit never expected that she could be so expressive and feminine, it’s like a different person entirely.
Meanwhile my old oneitis was :different. In fact it was the opposite. She showed her girly and feminine side to me while she was moody and edgy in general. But I couldn’t deal with her because I was too sensitive. Then I toughened up only to meet a girl that was much crueler. You just can’t win as a man.
