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I'm having a midlife crisis right now (17
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Literally no matter if i ascend i will never find somebody likeable to date (Virgin girl that is somewhat attractive). I have 0 ambitions except finding somebody to spend my days with but i dont think i will ever get to have that. I have no social circle, extremely Asocial, cant be anything except negative. Even when i ascend i wont be able to find love cause im the most unlikeable person to exist. I treat my parents like shit cause i dont care anymore. There isn't a single good thing about me, not a single molecule.
I just want to die, I have no hope left. "Muh you are 17 you got your whole life ahead of you bro!". Highschool was shit i never got the social milestones i shouldve had. "College bro!" I went to college and got bullied by 21 yo's as a 16 yo, i quit. Im going back to college in seotember but im already to fucking broken to act NT. I will probabely be the quiet kid loser that never gets invited to anything (again). "Muh bro atleast you are handsome!", i doubt i will ever find somebody that's right for me. Slaying whores wont give me a single molecule of satisfaction so it doesn't even matter.
Everything is a joke, there is no meaning to life, not even a single molecule.
Yes it is over. I will continie trying to meaninglessly ascend to maybe find a reason to life again or that reason come to me. Hopefully somebody that i can love. I dont care about ANYTHING else not even a single molecule.
Also i will make video's and vent dbdr style. I already recorded some gameplay footage and i will voice over some time in the weekend (when my parents aren't home)
TL;DR
Not a single molecule matters, its over.
)Literally no matter if i ascend i will never find somebody likeable to date (Virgin girl that is somewhat attractive). I have 0 ambitions except finding somebody to spend my days with but i dont think i will ever get to have that. I have no social circle, extremely Asocial, cant be anything except negative. Even when i ascend i wont be able to find love cause im the most unlikeable person to exist. I treat my parents like shit cause i dont care anymore. There isn't a single good thing about me, not a single molecule.
I just want to die, I have no hope left. "Muh you are 17 you got your whole life ahead of you bro!". Highschool was shit i never got the social milestones i shouldve had. "College bro!" I went to college and got bullied by 21 yo's as a 16 yo, i quit. Im going back to college in seotember but im already to fucking broken to act NT. I will probabely be the quiet kid loser that never gets invited to anything (again). "Muh bro atleast you are handsome!
", i doubt i will ever find somebody that's right for me. Slaying whores wont give me a single molecule of satisfaction so it doesn't even matter.
Yes it is over. I will continie trying to meaninglessly ascend to maybe find a reason to life again or that reason come to me. Hopefully somebody that i can love. I dont care about ANYTHING else not even a single molecule.
Also i will make video's and vent dbdr style. I already recorded some gameplay footage and i will voice over some time in the weekend (when my parents aren't home)
TL;DR
Not a single molecule matters, its over.
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