its over and I want to ascend

[Jiaxi]

I took an astronomic dose of the black pill for the first time in about a year. broke up with a long term quiet girl girlfriend in my grade I met when I was 14, in hopes of meeting more girls in high school since I was getting what I thought were IOIs from girls every weekend. was rated subhuman and ltn here constantly but try not to let it bother me. I talked to the new girl for a while and ended up building what I thought was a good connection and went to a New Year’s party. We set up a real date and a few hours ago she cancelled and explained that her friends didn’t fuck w us being together and she didnt like me. She had already said she found me attractive prior during texting and even over call, and I brought up us just keeping it private when confronting her about it on call. All attempts were shut down and now I have no prospects and heard news from my friend at practice that she rated me least attractive out of her friends boyfriends and the worst boyfriend..

The food I keep eating is just extremely malnourishing and I feel sick most days trying to swim and keep up in my sports. I have been trying to convince my parents of a raw meat diet and my dad has let me drink raw eggs.. My birth mom had horrible pain in pregnancy and was so poor we only had one meal of grain a day for about a year. I was transferred to an orphanage where I was just fed stuffing until I was maybe 2 or 3. My adoptive parents are health majors but I still get fed very malnourishing food.

TLDR: I am looking for someone to genuinely help me ascend through means of surgery or diet. I get that having a looksmax coach can be cringe but I know enough to know I dont know much at all. I am no longer the chad I once was…

 

[Demonstrator]

you ruined ur own life by breaking up with hqnp while running jbf theory
should of married her and just lived happy low cortisol life

 

[Jiaxi]

bump nigga

 

[Jiaxi]

you ruined ur own life by breaking up with hqnp while running jbf theory
should of married her and just lived happy low cortisol life

I only run jbf theory and am beginning to realize that is the only reason I had success. three girlfriends all htbs or high mtn with jbf theory.

 

[Youㅤ]

you ruined ur own life by breaking up with hqnp while running jbf theory
should of married her and just lived happy low cortisol life

marriage is cope, its all about fucking foids

 

[Demonstrator]

marriage is cope, its all about fucking foids

gets boring quick, you wouldnt know that because u arent a gigachad manwhore like i was

 

[Jiaxi]

marriage is cope, its all about fucking foids

 

[Jiaxi]

gets boring quick, you wouldnt know that because u arent a gigachad manwhore like i was

i really enjoy having gfs but its hard ltr during high school

 

[pentamogged9000]

marriage is cope, its all about fucking foids

Jewish take

 

[Youㅤ]

gets boring quick, you wouldnt know that because u arent a gigachad manwhore like i was

yes but it wouldnt if u kept getting virgin jbs

 

[pentamogged9000]

kiww dem aww

 

[Youㅤ]

Jewish take

marriage is cucked. i dont even fuck foids im virgin. but if i wasnt incel i wouldnt marry in soyciety.

 

[Jiaxi]

marriage is cucked. i dont even fuck foids im virgin. but if i wasnt incel i wouldnt marry in soyciety.

u would marry any hot girl who gave you a chance

 

[Youㅤ]

u would marry any hot girl who gave you a chance

actually a hot girl talked to me i rejected her cuz i know im destined incel

 

[Jiaxi]

gets boring quick, you wouldnt know that because u arent a gigachad manwhore like i was

Let’s go band for band mr gigachad

 

[Demonstrator]

Let’s go band for band mr gigachad

no point newfaggot, ill just give you ego death and you will suicide

 

[Jiaxi]

no point newfaggot, ill just give you ego death and you will suicide

u scared old man? might have a heart attack

 

[Demonstrator]

u scared old man? might have a hard attack

throw the first punch, you soft little nice guy

 

[Jiaxi]

throw the first punch, you soft little nice guy

 

[Jiaxi]

someone check on @Demonstrator I think he is drowning in his jealousy

 

[Bjornn]

@Demonstrator died after seeing this

 

[sayi]

I took an astronomic dose of the black pill for the first time in about a year. broke up with a long term quiet girl girlfriend in my grade I met when I was 14, in hopes of meeting more girls in high school since I was getting what I thought were IOIs from girls every weekend. was rated subhuman and ltn here constantly but try not to let it bother me. I talked to the new girl for a while and ended up building what I thought was a good connection and went to a New Year’s party. We set up a real date and a few hours ago she cancelled and explained that her friends didn’t fuck w us being together and she didnt like me. She had already said she found me attractive prior during texting and even over call, and I brought up us just keeping it private when confronting her about it on call. All attempts were shut down and now I have no prospects and heard news from my friend at practice that she rated me least attractive out of her friends boyfriends and the worst boyfriend..

The food I keep eating is just extremely malnourishing and I feel sick most days trying to swim and keep up in my sports. I have been trying to convince my parents of a raw meat diet and my dad has let me drink raw eggs.. My birth mom had horrible pain in pregnancy and was so poor we only had one meal of grain a day for about a year. I was transferred to an orphanage where I was just fed stuffing until I was maybe 2 or 3. My adoptive parents are health majors but I still get fed very malnourishing food.

TLDR: I am looking for someone to genuinely help me ascend through means of surgery or diet. I get that having a looksmax coach can be cringe but I know enough to know I dont know much at all. I am no longer the chad I once was…

Your height and weight?

 

[Jiaxi]

Your height and weight?

5’11 140

 

[sayi]

5’11 140

You need to bulk boyo, I would recommend mk. I gained 4 lbs in a week

 

[Jiaxi]

You need to bulk boyo, I would recommend mk. I gained 4 lbs in a week

I dont want to get fat though but sure

 

[sayi]

I dont want to get fat though but sure

Lift consistently and track your progress. If you are gaining weight and your strength goes up, you good. If not, you have to be worried

 

[kitten]

I took an astronomic dose of the black pill for the first time in about a year. broke up with a long term quiet girl girlfriend in my grade I met when I was 14, in hopes of meeting more girls in high school since I was getting what I thought were IOIs from girls every weekend. was rated subhuman and ltn here constantly but try not to let it bother me. I talked to the new girl for a while and ended up building what I thought was a good connection and went to a New Year’s party. We set up a real date and a few hours ago she cancelled and explained that her friends didn’t fuck w us being together and she didnt like me. She had already said she found me attractive prior during texting and even over call, and I brought up us just keeping it private when confronting her about it on call. All attempts were shut down and now I have no prospects and heard news from my friend at practice that she rated me least attractive out of her friends boyfriends and the worst boyfriend..

The food I keep eating is just extremely malnourishing and I feel sick most days trying to swim and keep up in my sports. I have been trying to convince my parents of a raw meat diet and my dad has let me drink raw eggs.. My birth mom had horrible pain in pregnancy and was so poor we only had one meal of grain a day for about a year. I was transferred to an orphanage where I was just fed stuffing until I was maybe 2 or 3. My adoptive parents are health majors but I still get fed very malnourishing food.

TLDR: I am looking for someone to genuinely help me ascend through means of surgery or diet. I get that having a looksmax coach can be cringe but I know enough to know I dont know much at all. I am no longer the chad I once was…

Blackpill only exists for ugly sub humans

 

[Demonstrator]

@Demonstrator died after seeing this

Nah I just thought he meant actual band 4 band but he’s a poor neet

I’m not gonna dox my harem just to give this faggot ego death
By the way she looks like complete shit

 

[Jiaxi]

Nah I just thought he meant actual band 4 band but he’s a poor neet

I’m not gonna dox my harem just to give this faggot ego death
By the way she looks like complete shit

that is a very convenient move.. what’s your type