
Loruki
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never began for me & never will (its over)
Found blackpill when I was 13. Realized all this softmaxxing shit is cope now. It's beyond over for me. I tried thumbpulling and all that shit. It barely did anything & its been a year. This year 14 years and 8 months old, jaw pain caused me to feel consistent pain and my jaw got fucked. Wisdom teeth pulled from the mandible and I know that is gonna fuck up my development. After, I tried the carnivore diet. Only thing it did was bring up my test. Nothing happened for my jaw. Recessed from mouth breathing, causing a downswing. I doubt surgery or MARPE could even save it, let alone a palatal expander. Its over.
I dont wanna keep coping like I am gonna make a difference by eating healthy & doing exercies. Ive been doing all the copeshit things that could only have helped me during when I was in the womb. Im malnourished cuckazoid. Ill forever be below my potential. Lifes not fair and this is the harsh brutal reality. Ill never escape the blackpill knowing there will always be others who were born in a better position than I was. 30 teeth left makes me want to rope.
During the extraction of my mandibular wisdom teeth (mesial impaction on second molars), I was there to witness it all (localized anesthesia). PTSD forever, waking up sleep deprived & will probably develop sleep apnea and die in a few years.
Every day going to school is like a shithole. Life is getting worse and worse day by day. Failing all my classes because I am depressed as fuck and I can't feel emotions but pain and regret everyday. I come home everyday crying and now I have a eating disorder. Therapy won't help at all. All I wake up to is htns and cls on my fyp, making me regret ever living on this planet.
I actually considered killing myself with a knife, but someone stopped me. I'll probably just buy painkillers and overdose and die of heart failure.
This forum has nothing to offer but ropefuel: "Hunter gatherers never lost wisdom teeth & have robust jaw". yes I know this & have seen terramoggers (here) who have the best ascensions.
Don't know whats the point of living if Im gonna always be below my potential

@Never Get Up @thereallegend @lestoa @3arsa @soggra
Found blackpill when I was 13. Realized all this softmaxxing shit is cope now. It's beyond over for me. I tried thumbpulling and all that shit. It barely did anything & its been a year. This year 14 years and 8 months old, jaw pain caused me to feel consistent pain and my jaw got fucked. Wisdom teeth pulled from the mandible and I know that is gonna fuck up my development. After, I tried the carnivore diet. Only thing it did was bring up my test. Nothing happened for my jaw. Recessed from mouth breathing, causing a downswing. I doubt surgery or MARPE could even save it, let alone a palatal expander. Its over.
I dont wanna keep coping like I am gonna make a difference by eating healthy & doing exercies. Ive been doing all the copeshit things that could only have helped me during when I was in the womb. Im malnourished cuckazoid. Ill forever be below my potential. Lifes not fair and this is the harsh brutal reality. Ill never escape the blackpill knowing there will always be others who were born in a better position than I was. 30 teeth left makes me want to rope.
During the extraction of my mandibular wisdom teeth (mesial impaction on second molars), I was there to witness it all (localized anesthesia). PTSD forever, waking up sleep deprived & will probably develop sleep apnea and die in a few years.
Every day going to school is like a shithole. Life is getting worse and worse day by day. Failing all my classes because I am depressed as fuck and I can't feel emotions but pain and regret everyday. I come home everyday crying and now I have a eating disorder. Therapy won't help at all. All I wake up to is htns and cls on my fyp, making me regret ever living on this planet.
I actually considered killing myself with a knife, but someone stopped me. I'll probably just buy painkillers and overdose and die of heart failure.
This forum has nothing to offer but ropefuel: "Hunter gatherers never lost wisdom teeth & have robust jaw". yes I know this & have seen terramoggers (here) who have the best ascensions.
Don't know whats the point of living if Im gonna always be below my potential
@Never Get Up @thereallegend @lestoa @3arsa @soggra