
Vermilioncore
life disintegrating
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As I’ve gotten older I realized that my dreams and goals aren’t easily achievable and time is running away so fast.
I’m 26 years old and I’m in a ltr but I have no future. I don’t know where to go or what to do. It feels like I’m in GTA free mode just roaming around bored and lost.
My girl has a point. She said to me “you have no goals. I have goals though. How will I ever marry you when you don’t even know what you want or won’t have a career?”
she’s right. I think people like me don’t belong in relationships. Life is too hard and too complicated for me. I’m not strong enough to be a husband, father, leader, etc.
Years and years of loneliness and blackpill have warped my mind and I can never see the world as good ever again.
And how the fuck can I get a career when there’s a slut out there in her bedroom making 1,000 pounds a day through only fans?
And how can I have children when I know they’ll grow up to be sluts or incels?
how can I live knowing that in the end it doesn’t even matter?
it’s just a depressing life and I give up. It’s over.
I’m 26 years old and I’m in a ltr but I have no future. I don’t know where to go or what to do. It feels like I’m in GTA free mode just roaming around bored and lost.
My girl has a point. She said to me “you have no goals. I have goals though. How will I ever marry you when you don’t even know what you want or won’t have a career?”
she’s right. I think people like me don’t belong in relationships. Life is too hard and too complicated for me. I’m not strong enough to be a husband, father, leader, etc.
Years and years of loneliness and blackpill have warped my mind and I can never see the world as good ever again.
And how the fuck can I get a career when there’s a slut out there in her bedroom making 1,000 pounds a day through only fans?
And how can I have children when I know they’ll grow up to be sluts or incels?
how can I live knowing that in the end it doesn’t even matter?
it’s just a depressing life and I give up. It’s over.