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My mom molested me for 10 years growing up. She would literally physically fight me when I would try to wrestle her away and she, being stronger than a 6 year old would always win. She would molest me literally 5 times a day for a decade straight and my home was a prison cell, living a life worse than the fate of death on a daily basis. She even forced me to pose naked and take pictures of me. There was also several times that she cross dressed me as a girl. She would constantly complain or try to humiliate me in public, she was always extremely harsh towards me and beat me over the smallest of things and getting extremely angry and emotional very easily. My dad would pretty much not ever do anything to control her.

Now, as an adult, I have REALLY STRONG fetishes for female domination in various ways that include terrible pain inflicted on me and me being humiliated really badly. I can still get off to regular vanilla sex but it's not anywhere close to the level of stimulation that female domination does. I am so ashamed of it that I have literally told nobody about it.

I have memories of very embarrassing moments in my life 4-5 times every day and every time I do I cringe so incredibly hard that I feel physical pain inside me while being perfectly comfortable. In my opinion, I am so depressed that my life is a fate worse than death. I have tried to bring it up to several people in my extended family and they have either ignored me, told me to move on, told me they can't help me. Several of them have told me it is my fault that I keep thinking about it and several have straight up iced me out. Nobody has ever tried confronting my mom.

Even in my personal life, most people are too weirded out when I tell them, though many are sympathetic. But they never see me the same ever again. I don't think I will ever be able to have a normal relationship, my life feel completely pointless, I wish that I wouldn't exist anymore.
 
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Sorry but dnr
 
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My mom molested me for 10 years growing up. She would literally physically fight me when I would try to wrestle her away and she, being stronger than a 6 year old would always win. She would molest me literally 5 times a day for a decade straight and my home was a prison cell, living a life worse than the fate of death on a daily basis. She even forced me to pose naked and take pictures of me. There was also several times that she cross dressed me as a girl. She would constantly complain or try to humiliate me in public, she was always extremely harsh towards me and beat me over the smallest of things and getting extremely angry and emotional very easily. My dad would pretty much not ever do anything to control her.

Now, as an adult, I have REALLY STRONG fetishes for female domination in various ways that include terrible pain inflicted on me and me being humiliated really badly. I can still get off to regular vanilla sex but it's not anywhere close to the level of stimulation that female domination does. I am so ashamed of it that I have literally told nobody about it.

I have memories of very embarrassing moments in my life 4-5 times every day and every time I do I cringe so incredibly hard that I feel physical pain inside me while being perfectly comfortable. In my opinion, I am so depressed that my life is a fate worse than death. I have tried to bring it up to several people in my extended family and they have either ignored me, told me to move on, told me they can't help me. Several of them have told me it is my fault that I keep thinking about it and several have straight up iced me out. Nobody has ever tried confronting my mom.

Even in my personal life, most people are too weirded out when I tell them, though many are sympathetic. But they never see me the same ever again. I don't think I will ever be able to have a normal relationship, my life feel completely pointless, I wish that I wouldn't exist anymore.
If his mom is hot that’s a win
 
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Now, as an adult, I have REALLY STRONG fetishes for female domination
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you should have kept this line out. i'm literally the worst guy to read this. this reads like some erotica bro. i almost asked for more details :lul::lul::lul:
 
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My mom molested me for 10 years growing up. She would literally physically fight me when I would try to wrestle her away and she, being stronger than a 6 year old would always win. She would molest me literally 5 times a day for a decade straight and my home was a prison cell, living a life worse than the fate of death on a daily basis. She even forced me to pose naked and take pictures of me. There was also several times that she cross dressed me as a girl. She would constantly complain or try to humiliate me in public, she was always extremely harsh towards me and beat me over the smallest of things and getting extremely angry and emotional very easily. My dad would pretty much not ever do anything to control her.

Now, as an adult, I have REALLY STRONG fetishes for female domination in various ways that include terrible pain inflicted on me and me being humiliated really badly. I can still get off to regular vanilla sex but it's not anywhere close to the level of stimulation that female domination does. I am so ashamed of it that I have literally told nobody about it.

I have memories of very embarrassing moments in my life 4-5 times every day and every time I do I cringe so incredibly hard that I feel physical pain inside me while being perfectly comfortable. In my opinion, I am so depressed that my life is a fate worse than death. I have tried to bring it up to several people in my extended family and they have either ignored me, told me to move on, told me they can't help me. Several of them have told me it is my fault that I keep thinking about it and several have straight up iced me out. Nobody has ever tried confronting my mom.

Even in my personal life, most people are too weirded out when I tell them, though many are sympathetic. But they never see me the same ever again. I don't think I will ever be able to have a normal relationship, my life feel completely pointless, I wish that I wouldn't exist anymore.
you fucked your mom?
 
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RIP bhai. Male sexual assault is not talked about but prevalent in todays world. Heart goes out to you :Comfy:
 
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this humblebragging fakecel
 
i got molested by a pakistani when I was 8 this shit is so bad and nobody cares about us
 
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Brutal bro, but this trauma probably goes so deep that few words from strangers won't chamge much... Even tho, i hope you get better bro

You should invest in therapy and work this out, it might take few years, but still better than the lifetime

Hopefully you already left your home
 
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i got molested by a pakistani when I was 8 this shit is so bad and nobody cares about us
Brutal bro, sorry it happened to you, the one who did that to you should have his genitals removed and face prison time 😡
 
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Brutal bro, sorry it happened to you, the one who did that to you should have his genitals removed and face prison time 😡
He was a 7 grader and I was in second grade. Sometimes I see him in the streets and I just get so sad and overwhelmed it’s affected my life more than I thought. He also walks like he is mentally disabled. I think I could find out where he lives and twist his genitalia off
 
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He was a 7 grader and I was in second grade. Sometimes I see him in the streets and I just get so sad and overwhelmed it’s affected my life more than I thought. He also walks like he is mentally disabled. I think I could find out where he lives and twist his genitalia off
I believe that if something like that happened to me, i would at least beat him a bit, nothing extreme, but do it more frequently, till he starts to fear you, you know, if he has trouble walking, you just threaten him

Then after he fears you, you can come to him and say something like: "no need to fear me, we can leave this behind."

You will at least get that feeling that you won


Like the office video
 
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I believe that if something like that happened to me, i would at least beat him a bit, nothing extreme, but do it more frequently, till he starts to fear you, you know, if he has trouble walking, you just threaten him

Then after he fears you, you can come to him and say something like: "no need to fear me, we can leave this behind."

You will at least get that feeling that you won


Like the office video

Thanks bhai. Ill try to intimidate him next time I see him
 
Thanks bhai. Ill try to intimidate him next time I see him
Just don't beat up mentally ill person, otherwise you will be seen as idiot

Also, if you find out he is LITERALLY retarded and doesn't even understand anything, i think it would be useless to intimidate such person, since life already fucked him up, maybe just a little

Also, the best option would be to go to the therapy and try to work out internal work

Advice i gave you might be good short term, but might be horrible long term, it is better to ask mental health professional first
 
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can’t afford therapy😢
 
can’t afford therapy😢
Try to go to some online therapy or find a book on the subject from reputable and the best would be blackpilled therapist, that book would likely give you step by step or some kind of plan what to do
 
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My mom molested me for 10 years growing up. She would literally physically fight me when I would try to wrestle her away and she, being stronger than a 6 year old would always win. She would molest me literally 5 times a day for a decade straight and my home was a prison cell, living a life worse than the fate of death on a daily basis. She even forced me to pose naked and take pictures of me. There was also several times that she cross dressed me as a girl. She would constantly complain or try to humiliate me in public, she was always extremely harsh towards me and beat me over the smallest of things and getting extremely angry and emotional very easily. My dad would pretty much not ever do anything to control her.

Now, as an adult, I have REALLY STRONG fetishes for female domination in various ways that include terrible pain inflicted on me and me being humiliated really badly.

I have memories of very embarrassing moments in my life 4-5 times every day and every time I do I cringe so incredibly hard that I feel physical pain inside me while being perfectly comfortable. In my opinion, I am so depressed that my life is a fate worse than death. I have tried to bring it up to several people in my extended family and they have either ignored me, told me to move on, told me they can't help me. Several of them have told me it is my fault that I keep thinking about it and several have straight up iced me out. Nobody has ever tried confronting my mom.

Even in my personal life, most people are too weirded out when I tell them, though many are sympathetic. But they never see me the same ever again. I don't think I will ever be able to have a normal relationship, my life feel completely pointless, I wish that I wouldn't exist anymore.
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