ITS OVER YES IT IS OVER

[spongebobsex]

I ASKED THIS HAPA FOID WHAT FLAVORS SHE WAS SELLING FOR HER GUMMIES BACK AT THE MALL AND HER FRIENDS TEASED HER ABOUT ME. SHE LAUGHED WHILE SAYING FUCK NOOOO FUCK BHAIS ITS FUCKING OVER. SEXWORKER TOLD ME TO LOSE WEIGHT AND THAT I NEED TO IMPROVE ON THRUSTING ITS OVER. THIS MID FOID IM GETTING ATTENTION FROM IS GIVING HER ATTENTION TO THIS UGLY FATASS THAT LIFEMOGS ME AND IT MALES ME JEALOUS EVEN THOUGH I REALLY SHOULDNT BE ATTACHED TO MID FOIDS. FUCK MY LIFE I AM A HUGE FUCK UP. I AM GOING TO ASCEND AND MOG EVERY NIGGER IN MY VICINITY AND THEN ROPE.

 

[spongebobsex]

s p o g e b o b s e x

 

[Austrian Mogger]

No escortmaxxing for your face

 

[spongebobsex]

No escortmaxxing for your face

When they call me baby it feels real

 

[IHATEINDIANS]

How'd you escape the mumbai schizo asylum?

 

[spongebobsex]

How'd you escape the mumbai schizo asylum?

I escaped with my eyes, I escaped with my ears

 

[spongebobsex]

Bump

 

[spongebobsex]

Bump

 

[spongebobsex]

Dutch DJ DJ too does do uh DJ TV UK eh uh CB do hv

 

[spongebobsex]

Gov good chick cook n b u CB in ch van in ch in b

 

[yesimog420]

Gov good chick cook n b u CB in ch van in ch in b

Please just take your meds

 

[wollet2]

SEXWORKER TOLD ME TO LOSE WEIGHT AND THAT I NEED TO IMPROVE ON THRUSTING ITS OVER.

 

[semajerihppas]

I ASKED THIS HAPA FOID WHAT FLAVORS SHE WAS SELLING FOR HER GUMMIES BACK AT THE MALL AND HER FRIENDS TEASED HER ABOUT ME. SHE LAUGHED WHILE SAYING FUCK NOOOO FUCK BHAIS ITS FUCKING OVER. SEXWORKER TOLD ME TO LOSE WEIGHT AND THAT I NEED TO IMPROVE ON THRUSTING ITS OVER. THIS MID FOID IM GETTING ATTENTION FROM IS GIVING HER ATTENTION TO THIS UGLY FATASS THAT LIFEMOGS ME AND IT MALES ME JEALOUS EVEN THOUGH I REALLY SHOULDNT BE ATTACHED TO MID FOIDS. FUCK MY LIFE I AM A HUGE FUCK UP. I AM GOING TO ASCEND AND MOG EVERY NIGGER IN MY VICINITY AND THEN ROPE.

FOID

 

[semajerihppas]

It all began when I got into 8th grade...
(speaking of looksmaxing)

I was just scrolling on TikTok and I saw some memes about guys named Chico and Jordan... And I was like, damn they look good.

I WANNA LOOK GOOD AS WELL.

And it was October 2023
Like a month after school began

And I have some pictures of Chico in my gallery and Jordan as well from 2023 and nevermind still the thing is I started taking hygiene more seriously, even though before that small looksmaxing phase in 2023 I had a sigma phase back in 2022 soo, I knew that looks had some importance... but not as much as I believe now.

And I just remember being obsessed with Chico and MEWING.

Then in 2024 I didn't really care about it until I started to looksmax again by the end of 8th grade in June, just before summer. That's when I realized how much potential I could have and also I learned about morphs on TikTok (which was so cool to me).

Then I finished middle school and summer began. During the summer break, in July and August, I was cleaning my face more, fixing my hair which was also long like now, and I started to squint

Until... I realized it's stupid to squint. Keep in mind, I wasn't INSANE yet... Though, I was damaged already by some of the knowledge I had about Lookism.

Then I remember doom scrolling on TikTok like in late August, and I found a guy named James Sapphire, and some cool ass videos about him.

I was like damn he looks good, and I saw that he was also judged a lot, and since he looked good, it gave me energy to look up about him. And damn the whole story was so interesting. So that's when I started to realize how similar I am to him, in general. I searched some old videos of him on TikTok and he has the same humour as me.


I started going to high school in September, 2024. I joined this forum that month. I became blackpilled that month as well.

On my TikTok (jamesamethyst), I was posting about him last year, from like September to October, I also had few more videos about him that flopped though I deleted them.


I also started softmaxxing much more, and changing my diet. I also started to hardmaxx at some point, I think I only "bonesmashed", but I didn't really bonemash since I didn't understand the whole concept of it since I didn't hit myself hard enough. And I barely sucked my cheeks since I saw my face starting to change.



Now it's April 2025. Since January, I continued to bonesmash, hitting myself harder and harder. Obviously not a lot of damage to hurt myself really or faint, just enough to put some stress on my bones. The Zygobones. I also become very ND. I went too much deep in this rabbit hole...


And since February I post about James Sapphire again. Even now. But I'm planning to post about myself this summer and so on.


I am still a grey Also I enjoy posting on this forum and I really like seeing all the hate and also funny posts. But I'm not doing this only for fun. I'm here because I want to ascend and because I suffered a lot in my life simply because I was ugly, unattractive and chopped.
My ascension is on the way.







For those who can't read:

October 2023 - December 2023:
- Got into Looksmaxing
- I saw thousands of videos of Chico and Jordan on TikTok
- Just mewed and did basic hygiene

January 2024 - May 2024:
- Same... However, I just wasn't into it really. I took a pause and thought maybe looksmaxing is stupid but I didn't stop. All I did was washing my face and that's it.

June 2024 - August 2024: (Summer 2024)
- I Researched even more about looksmaxing like methods and shiii
- I found out about morphs and cool stuff like that
- I was also obsessed with Chico and Jordan again, and I finally researched about more models except those two. Sean o pry, hernan drago for example.
- I got more cleaner face from washing my face again more with some gel mask.

September 2024 - March 2025:
- Got into Blackpill
- I joined this forum as well
- I started going to high school (freshman)
- I've done new methods like thumbpulling
- And I found out about no one else other than JAMES SAPPHIRE.
- I post about James Sapphire since then.

April 2025 - till now, April 16th 2025, the day I am writing this.
- Now this is interesting. This is the month I truly, truly realized, how much looks are important. Now every girls is nervous around me and laughs at my jokes... Now I look very good... I have photos of myself but I will reveal most of them during summer of this year. I am ascending.





I am James Amethyst, a 15 year old freshman.... And this is my story of Looksmaxing. There's more however to my life story, which I will be talking about soon, something like this.

 

[semajerihppas]

James Sapphire also known as CurlyHeadJames is an infamous looksmaxxer and rage baiter known for his eccentric looks & TikTok status. He is known especially on Looksmax.org for his unhinged rants and overall venting. He is one of the major causes of the massive boost in popularity of Looksmaxxing on TikTok and subsequently the Blackpill.

 

[semajerihppas]

Originally James Sapphire was the typical zoomer tiktoker with a perm. (He is a natural curlyhead though) He normally made dance videos but this all started to change. Supposedly around late 2020 a girl calls him a "prettyboy" and he searched the term up. He came across Looksmax.Me at the time and started feeling self conscious.

Around mid 2021 James Sapphire started posting tiktoks that started gaining traction claiming he was extremely handsome, attractive & looked like Kpop Idols (Celebrities). He would regularly record videos thrist trapping & recording himself at school. This sparked negative attention and he eventually dropped out of school late 2021 due to bullying. From this point on he started to look far more uncanny in terms of appearance in an attempt to look like Richard Ramirez. Although the claim is surgery it is said by those closer to him that he took meth to gain his uncanny appearance.

He is also known to "fraud" and bite his cheeks to give the illusion of hollow cheeks. This is because in his Tiktoks, specifically the one with him singing a song created by a foid, you can see his cheeks are not hollow as presented in his selfies and other photos. He also edits his photos.

James admitted in his lengthy paragraph on Looksmax.org, that he never got surgery or any procedure and it was all fake. Possibly proving the cheek biting and frauding claims to be true.

"i never had a single surgical procedure that was not medical everything was fake & you were all fooled boo hoo sorry so sad, there is no lore and you are all fucking retards for believing everything you saw on the internet. "

Revealed in his video, James said that his mother would take him to plastic surgery clinics and tell him things such as "Your nose won't stay small forever" and more. Said by James himself, that this has caused him to have a bad perception of his self image, and caused him to be insecure from a young age.

 

[semajerihppas]

 

[spongebobsex]

My post just got raped