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JohnDoe
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I tried to cope in many ways but in the end i arrive at the same conclusion. It was over or maybe it wasn't over because it never truly began. Either way, i am at peace now. I know i tried my best and God simply does not want me to prosper or succeed in anything. This is my design, This is my fate. I am what i am, it was always going to be like this no matter how hard i tried.
I tried my best, atleast to the extent that i was intellectually and physically capable of doing so with what i was given in life.
It just wasn't meant to be. I have to just accept that this is all there is to life and things are never going to get better, most likely just get worse. If God wants you to struggle and fail at everything, no matter what you do, it's not going to work out. Nothing is going to be right in your life if the Almighty does not will it. And i understand why i deserve it, but still i am left alone to suffer. I have done a lot of mistakes in my life and have a lot of regrets but after thinking a lot about what i've gone through, i still don't think i deserve this but i will accept it nonetheless because that is the Almighty's will. Although i do wish things had turned out differently for me.
I tried my best, atleast to the extent that i was intellectually and physically capable of doing so with what i was given in life.
It just wasn't meant to be. I have to just accept that this is all there is to life and things are never going to get better, most likely just get worse. If God wants you to struggle and fail at everything, no matter what you do, it's not going to work out. Nothing is going to be right in your life if the Almighty does not will it. And i understand why i deserve it, but still i am left alone to suffer. I have done a lot of mistakes in my life and have a lot of regrets but after thinking a lot about what i've gone through, i still don't think i deserve this but i will accept it nonetheless because that is the Almighty's will. Although i do wish things had turned out differently for me.