its over

[nellii]

its over.
im tired.

i will never have the life i always wanted and thats because of my fucking bones

what a fucking stupid life

i wish the mirror reflection wasnt actually me. but it is.

im tired of coping everyday with reality; everyday i look in the mirror and realize i look shit but somehow i tell myself that im “decent” and that people dont care

i am not decent

I will never be enough to be listened to and loved by someone truly

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

Whole time bud is mtn

 

[Sichi The FreakShow]

how old are u bro?

 

[nellii]

Whole time bud is mtn

what does this have to do with anything?

nothing I do will ever be enough to be truly loved

 

[nellii]

how old are u bro?

17

 

[dnrwarrior11]

17

so why are u crying about ur life being over?

im almost 40 and ive been rated sub 5 multiple times. how do u think i feel?

u can always have it worse.

 

[nellii]

so why are u crying about ur life being over?

im almost 40 and ive been rated sub 5 multiple times. how do u think i feel?

u can always have it worse.

i know its not that bad but theres something deeply wrong with me

i can only see my flaws and this applies to all aspects of life, not just looks

i cant help but hate everything that involves me

 

[dnrwarrior11]

i know its not that bad but theres something deeply wrong with me

i can only see my flaws and this applies to all aspects of life, not just looks

i cant help but hate everything that involves me

I get that, it’s just insecurity

It’ll eventuallly pass and you’ll feel better about yourself

But the truth is, only you can fix that. No one else can

No matter how much validation or attention u receive, it won’t fix anything truly

Also mb for not seeing the notification, lol

 

[nellii]

I get that, it’s just insecurity

It’ll eventuallly pass and you’ll feel better about yourself

But the truth is, only you can fix that. No one else can

No matter how much validation or attention u receive, it won’t fix anything truly

Also mb for not seeing the notification, lol

i hope its just insecurity too

thank u for these words really needed them

 

[1966Ford]

Over indeed

 

[dnrwarrior11]

i hope its just insecurity too

thank u for these words really needed them

Yep, ur ol’ unc over here may know a thing or two

(Im 16 )

 

[reemzy]

what does this have to do with anything?

nothing I do will ever be enough to be truly loved

yeah because love is not real jackass

 

[reemzy]

so why are u crying about ur life being over?

im almost 40 and ive been rated sub 5 multiple times. how do u think i feel?

u can always have it worse.

yo unc

 

[dnrwarrior11]

yo unc

(Im 16 )

 

[reemzy]

 

[dnrwarrior11]

Well yea that’s the point of the larp, for you to believe it