i dont know ehat it was just felt exhausted the whole day. The work out was so shit even tho i kinda did try but it just easnt it. Maybe the pain will come in tomorrow. But mentally im defeated
im goin to college anyway next year so no use of that. idk if i would teally wanna fully isolate myself, even tho i feel like i am already jfl
yeah don't do homeschooling if sub htn I literally have no social life and can't make friends cuz I am invisible
are we all just having a shitty day lmao. really felt terrible today first time in months that i was brought to tears almost ehile walking home
it was the worst part of the session, even though i went hard on the skull crushers i felt nothing. My form was prolly dogshit or im gonna feel it today but it ended up being more of a mood crusher than a skullcrusher
I hope you are having a good day blackgymmax!
No, still woke up brown
I honestly hope most of this is fora joke and that u dont actually feel like that always jfl. U ascended u should just enjoy shit instead of comparing ur self eith ur white looksmatch. Comparison is the thief of joy
Still brown.
im still not vinnie hacker. I guess we all got our own problems bro
It was healthy anyway, better than rotting
Today I broke a record for rotting and I've been rotting for 9 hours now
true but it still threw me off kinda. Felt like i didnt do good enough again
i get it honestly. Sometimes i rot the whole day especially on weekends. I used to play videogmes but now i prefer to stay in bed if i dont have anything to do. I feel so depressed that sitting behind a pc is too energy consuming
yeah I feel you I used to cope with video games when I was bluepilled and 12 but then I tried auschwitzmaxxing and became redpilled but eventually stopped the redpill cope and started searching and now I am rotting here. But this is better than trying to be adonis
.I mean bro if u got potential work on yourself. Gym is healthy and a good cope tbh. I started because i had goals and wanted to work on myself, thought i had potential but the more i was thinking it seems over for me. I am too far gone mentally, and too mediocre looking sadly. But its still a fun cope, and seeing your body progress is fun.yeah I feel you I used to cope with video games when I was bluepilled and 12 but then I tried auschwitzmaxxing and became redpilled but eventually stopped the redpill cope and started searching and now I am rotting here. But this is better than trying to be adonis
yeah bro I do cope with gym but I've declined mentally so hard I literally don't wanna do anything I just want to disappear forever.
i feel u bro life feels shit sometimes
