It's Sad What Inceldom And Loneliness Turned Me Into

[SHARK]

I was such an innocent kid growing up. I always followed the rules, prayed to Jesus, and was intimidated when people talked about "mean" things like cussing or sexual stuff. I remember killing an ant and feeling bad. I remember pulling out grass and feeling bad that I was killing grass (now THAT is pathetic lol).

I would watch movies or tv shows, and if someone died I would be mentally scarred for 24 hours, thinking about how sad it was.

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Now, I don't give a shit.

I watch bestgore videos of people being cut alive, heads chopped off, the christchurch shooting video, and I don't even flinch. Because I realized that caring about other people's well being did nothing to better mine. Whether I am sympathetic or apathetic to other people doesn't matter. Either way I'm going home alone, back to my lonely and miserable life. So why bother wasting a calorie of energy worrying about other people's lives.

I went from a super religious nice kid who was scarred by any type of violence/gore to an apathetic sloth who spends his time in a community that worships mass shooters like ER. It's pretty sad what inceldom and social isolation can do to you.

 

[CopeAndRope]

Sad shit bro.

 

[lookismfugee]

i used to watch bestgore videos since like 13 or something, rarely but whatever. really weird how i even found 4chan that age that led me there obviously

my life wasnt even 1/100 as shit as this back then no idea how this happend

 

[Peachy]

i used to watch bestgore videos since like 13 or something. really weird how i even found 4chan that age that led me there obviously

my life wasnt even 1/100 as shit as this back then no idea how this happend

One if my friends invited me to a closed VK group where they posted gore and we both got obsessed with it, we were 13

 

[lookismfugee]

One if my friends invited me to a closed VK group where they posted gore and we both got obsessed with it, we were 13

around same age?

 

[Peachy]

around same age?

Yea, forgot to mention that

 

[lookismfugee]

Yea, forgot to mention that

never began

 

[Deleted member 275]

Similar development here. I simply don't care about others anymore, because caring has never gotten me anything or anywhere in life.

If anything, don't hate yourself for thinking/feeling the way you do. There is nothing immoral or unethical to not care about other people, it's simply the way it is. Accept and love yourself and whatever emotions/thoughts you have.

Who is cheering the most for you, your feelings, actions and your life? If that ain't you, you have a self-love problem you need to work on.

 

[MD_Hopeful69]

I was such an innocent kid growing up. I always followed the rules, prayed to Jesus, and was intimidated when people talked about "mean" things like cussing or sexual stuff. I remember killing an ant and feeling bad. I remember pulling out grass and feeling bad that I was killing grass (now THAT is pathetic lol).

I would watch movies or tv shows, and if someone died I would be mentally scarred for 24 hours, thinking about how sad it was.

---

Now, I don't give a shit.

I watch bestgore videos of people being cut alive, heads chopped off, the christchurch shooting video, and I don't even flinch. Because I realized that caring about other people's well being did nothing to better mine. Whether I am sympathetic or apathetic to other people doesn't matter. Either way I'm going home alone, back to my lonely and miserable life. So why bother wasting a calorie of energy worrying about other people's lives.

I went from a super religious nice kid who was scarred by any type of violence/gore to an apathetic sloth who spends his time in a community that worships mass shooters like ER. It's pretty sad what inceldom and social isolation can do to you.

that’s why you need to focus on finding a person (perferably a romantic partner) that you can resonate with in a good manner. Don’t focus on slaying.

 

[BrettyBoy]

Yesterday from a distance, I yelled ‘Slut’ to a girl that was dressing like one in hopes she heard and knows some random dude (me) was talking about her but I don’t think she heard me sadly.

I gotta admit, if I wasn’t so sexually frustrated and touch starved, I would not of resorted to that. Being a loner can fuck you up and women that dress all slutty make me rage because dressing that way is not necessary and just a cock tease.

I’m not violent by the way so back off, police, if you’re reading this. I’m just verbal and not a physical person and I won’t ever go ER at all. I’m harmless.

 

[BigBoy]

Yesterday from a distance, I yelled ‘Slut’ to a girl that was dressing like one in hopes she heard and knows some random dude (me) was talking about her but I don’t think she heard me sadly.

I gotta admit, if I wasn’t so sexually frustrated and touch starved, I would not of resorted to that. Being a loner can fuck you up and women that dress all slutty make me rage because dressing that way is not necessary and just a cock tease.

I’m not violent by the way so back off, police, if you’re reading this. I’m just verbal and not a physical person and I won’t ever go ER at all. I’m harmless.

verbal abuse still counts as assaukt

vERdict: go to jail

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I'm so similar to SHARK. Except I always knew religion was bullshit, but I was a goody two shoes. Young me would watch beheading videos and be up all night, now I laugh at them.

Similar development here. I simply don't care about others anymore, because caring has never gotten me anything or anywhere in life.

If anything, don't hate yourself for thinking/feeling the way you do. There is nothing immoral or unethical to not care about other people, it's simply the way it is. Accept and love yourself and whatever emotions/thoughts you have.

Who is cheering the most for you, your feelings, actions and your life? If that ain't you, you have a self-love problem you need to work on.

That's true. I should be kind to myself more than I am.

 

[Eduardo DOV]

Similar development here. I simply don't care about others anymore, because caring has never gotten me anything or anywhere in life.

If anything, don't hate yourself for thinking/feeling the way you do. There is nothing immoral or unethical to not care about other people, it's simply the way it is. Accept and love yourself and whatever emotions/thoughts you have.

Who is cheering the most for you, your feelings, actions and your life? If that ain't you, you have a self-love problem you need to work on.

why you telling this to him if the thing is dont care about anybodys life but yours, lol.

 

[Ritalincel]

It is what it is

 

[john_cope]

Stop being an incel freak.
Looksmaxers cant sympathize with incels. Throw them under the bus.

 

[Ritalincel]

Stop being an incel freak.
Looksmaxers cant sympathize with incels. Throw them under the bus.

Didn't you have an ER profile pic until a few hours ago? You're a shit troll, piss off cunt.

 

[john_cope]

Didn't you have an ER profile pic until a few hours ago? You're a shit troll, piss off cunt.

Why am I a troll? Stop fucking swearing at me