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jeremiGreycell
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Before I start I wanna say that im one month away from 16 and that I posted how I look on this account.
the more I think about it the more I notice that it’s actually fucking over for me. The closest i got to a romantic relationship was nearly 2 school years ago when I was 14 nearly 15. She was unsure of what she wanted to do with me and ended up dating a more attractive and wealthy boy instead. Since then i fucking hated everything about myself. Suddenly I noticed how if I had the perfect face i may have had a chance. Im stuck in LTN hell and i cant even blame her for not liking me. I like this girl currently whos not mega popular and really quiet and even she fucking doesnt fucking acknowledge my existence or take intitiative to talk to me. Im ugly and skinny and even though my status isnt bad I feel like I ruined my reputation in past actions. I get called LTN and my friends say “ oh your not thaf ugly”. Which is obviously just fucking trying tk get me to cope. Im nearly done with school and never had the privilege of teenage love. I never will and my genetics made sure of that. I wanna fucking die every time I see my friends with their partners all happy and deserving because they’re attractive. I don’t care if people consider me noce because anyone I ever liked or will like wont acknowledge that and it will never be enough to compensate for my fucking ugliness.
the more I think about it the more I notice that it’s actually fucking over for me. The closest i got to a romantic relationship was nearly 2 school years ago when I was 14 nearly 15. She was unsure of what she wanted to do with me and ended up dating a more attractive and wealthy boy instead. Since then i fucking hated everything about myself. Suddenly I noticed how if I had the perfect face i may have had a chance. Im stuck in LTN hell and i cant even blame her for not liking me. I like this girl currently whos not mega popular and really quiet and even she fucking doesnt fucking acknowledge my existence or take intitiative to talk to me. Im ugly and skinny and even though my status isnt bad I feel like I ruined my reputation in past actions. I get called LTN and my friends say “ oh your not thaf ugly”. Which is obviously just fucking trying tk get me to cope. Im nearly done with school and never had the privilege of teenage love. I never will and my genetics made sure of that. I wanna fucking die every time I see my friends with their partners all happy and deserving because they’re attractive. I don’t care if people consider me noce because anyone I ever liked or will like wont acknowledge that and it will never be enough to compensate for my fucking ugliness.