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i was naive and took my old itis lightly. its not like she wasnt even hiding things from me anyway, she gave me data about herself and her family in the first 5 minutes of meeting.
i just trusted her completely so i didnt bother getting a better outlook on her. I fell for her "nice" girl image she was having in the beggining.
By absolving her of guilt i also absolve myself of guilt too because it means i was right about her. i wasnt, i was just stupid and naive. if she had a stable income and was married like i was expecting her to then i would be ok atm.
but the fact that she is unemployed, in college and still enjoys pulling guys and messing with them makes me feel like an utter retard tbh tbh. and its my fault because i didnt bother getting a better outlook on her when i had the chance to. Dellusion is a sin (@Primalsplit this is why is absolve her of guilt)
i just trusted her completely so i didnt bother getting a better outlook on her. I fell for her "nice" girl image she was having in the beggining.
By absolving her of guilt i also absolve myself of guilt too because it means i was right about her. i wasnt, i was just stupid and naive. if she had a stable income and was married like i was expecting her to then i would be ok atm.
but the fact that she is unemployed, in college and still enjoys pulling guys and messing with them makes me feel like an utter retard tbh tbh. and its my fault because i didnt bother getting a better outlook on her when i had the chance to. Dellusion is a sin (@Primalsplit this is why is absolve her of guilt)
