It's this fucking song's fault if i began my downfall

[the BULL]

3 years ago, i was listening to this while texting my oneitis. It made me get FOMO and i panicked. She blocked me, i threatened her friend, they reported me to the Police. Then i Lost contacts with all the people in my lectures, began isolating myself and rotting on here. 2 years later It was over, i want to the ward. It was in fact another 2 more years of a normal Life before the downfall.