I've ascended to the whitepill...

[DieVoGel6949]

I've been obsessed with the blackpill for so long. It all started at 15 when I saw the cracks of the redpill. The constant lying about the fact you can go from a 1/10 to a 10/10, you just need game bro you're not trying hard enough etc etc. After that I stumbled upon a channel which goes by the name of Wheat Waffles, which changed my perception of people forever.

After learning about the blackpill I wanted to try and looksmax to ascend to a higher level. Even if I didn't become chad I was confident I could ascend to HTN. I tried mewing, skincare and all the other retarded shit and it didn't really help me. As I got deeper into the blackpill I started to notice more flaws about me, which I couldn't change.

After realising that I became way to obsessed about my appearance as well as hypergamy and other blackpill fuel. I was trying bonesmashing and other retarded copes and even wanted to go for surgery. I felt the most insecure at the time and hated me for who I am. I also hate the world around me and how unfair it is that Chad gets everything. I decided to dive deeper and deeper into the blackpill and got into forums.

After getting into forums I could express my frustration and anger with like-minded people. I felt like I really belong in the incel community. I was at my deepest point of it being over. After rotting allot I realised that yes I'm ugly and unlovable. But this world is so fucked up that I realised if looks were really the only priority. I've seen good-looking guys and horrible looking guys rot on here. I know that I do have a ugly face, strong autism and am part Indian. However I realise there are people who have it way worse and I feel that these people deserve to be in these communities more instead of them being infiltrated.

After realising that even if I'm ugly, I'm not a manlet or anything. I decided it was time to try and just survive in this world instead of worrying about my looks. Yes if I was Chad my life would have been easier but I'm not Chad and not the most typical incel either (atleast physically). I realise that the world is fucking brutal and you can't change shit. All you can do is survive till the day you die. And even if you die be reincarnated as a shitskin Indian in Mumbai. I should make the most of my life living in a first world country. I know I can't socialise and fit in and I never will but that's not my goal. My goal is is to get bread on the table so I don't starve. I need to get my shit straight and get some form of income even tho I'm on the verge of officially dropping out of High School.

All and all I say I accept who I am and there is nothing wrong with the way I look. Yes I don't look perfect but I'm not physically disabled either. Maybe this is my last post but I feel like the blackpill doesn't consume me but that I rather accept it as reality which I can't change. I'm in a very uncertain position in life and every day I don't know if I will sleep tonight in a bed or the alleyway. I genuinely enjoyed being on the forum and I love you all tho but after months of using it I realised it's a cycle and after a while you've seen and know everything. But maybe I don't know anything after all...

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

dnr

 

[Kroker]

Read every word.

Congrats on escaping the shackles of the BP, you can leave the BP but the BP will never leave you, but either way it's a double edged sword, you aware of the ugly truth but you know how this world operates.

Sometimes ignorance is indeed a bliss.

U can stay for shitposting but better off focus on school and enjoy your time else where

 

[Kroker]

Also that doesn't mean you should stop taking care of yourself and your appearance, it's just don't go for drastic measures.

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Read every word.

Congrats on escaping the shackles of the BP, you can leave the BP but the BP will never leave you, but either way it's a double edged sword, you aware of the ugly truth but you know how this world operates.

Sometimes ignorance is indeed a bliss.

U can stay for shitposting but better off focus on school and enjoy your time else where

Thx bro I will always be aware of the blackpill but it isn't consuming my mind as much anymore as it used to. I'm also grateful for finding out about the blackpill and developing as a person instead of being an ignorant coper.

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Also that doesn't mean you should stop taking care of yourself and your appearance, it's just don't go for drastic measures.

True I should be hygienic and everything and regularly shave and wear nice clothes but not obsess about my bones which is something you can't change without surgery and even if you do it can have negative consequences.

 

[Kroker]

True I should be hygienic and everything and regularly shave and wear nice clothes but not obsess about my bones which is something you can't change without surgery and even if you do it can have negative consequences.

We are blessed in so many ways as you have mentioned in OP, we can walk, run, got the 5 senses working perfectly fine, no major ailments, we should be thankful and practice gratitude, many people around the globe are in so much pain and discomfort both mentally and physically... Save your self, save your mortal soul, life is indeed short.

Take care and be well

 

[first snow]

 

[overthinkinghooper]

read every pixel, im close to leaving the bp community aswell. I understand the importance of looks but also that at the end of the day most is genetics, clear skin and low body fat% is essentially the most important things you can do everything else is basically cope. im starting the gym tomorrow, something ive been wanting to do for years but never did because I was too obsessed with improving my looks but after reaching htn I see my life is still the same and my mindset worse. I will start working also I finish highscool in a couple months and have always been an entrepreneur so I might go to college for socializing but I see no future where I sit on a desk all day. good luck to you this place is rotten and shouldn't be taken seriously

 

[DieVoGel6949]

We are blessed in so many ways as you have mentioned in OP, we can walk, run, got the 5 senses working perfectly fine, no major ailments, we should be thankful and practice gratitude, many people around the globe are in so much pain and discomfort both mentally and physically... Save your self, save your mortal soul, life is indeed short.

Take care and be well

Exactly some people would kill just to have the opportunities and life I have. I shouldn't deny my flaws and acknowledge them instead. While focusing more on my strengths and what life has to offer. I think since I still wanna be on a forum I'm going to a Whitepill forum. It's also much less mainstream so there are allot more genuine people on there.

 

[Gengar]

Welcome to the club. Not that I’m whitepilled, but I feel more affiliated with that than the blackpill.

 

[PsychoDsk]

Mirin
Someday I’ll escape this cycle of extreme self-loathing and narcissism too mayne

Good luck in life

 

[DieVoGel6949]

read every pixel, im close to leaving the bp community aswell. I understand the importance of looks but also that at the end of the day most is genetics, clear skin and low body fat% is essentially the most important things you can do everything else is basically cope. im starting the gym tomorrow, something ive been wanting to do for years but never did because I was too obsessed with improving my looks but after reaching htn I see my life is still the same and my mindset worse. I will start working also I finish highscool in a couple months and have always been an entrepreneur so I might go to college for socializing but I see no future where I sit on a desk all day. good luck to you this place is rotten and shouldn't be taken seriously

I would definitely atleast try college and do something your passionate about as well as doing business on the side. I also really support your decision to go to the gym it will really make you feel better in your skin and physically and mentally strengthen you. Even if you get no girls from the things you're doing you're still improving yourself and that's what matters the most. I'm wishing you the best of luck brah!

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

dnr

poor rep farmer

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Welcome to the club. Not that I’m whitepilled, but I feel more affiliated with that than the blackpill.

True I feel much more happy being whitepilled more than any other pill.

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Mirin
Someday I’ll escape this cycle of extreme self-loathing and narcissism too mayne

Good luck in life

I hope it for you to bro. It might be a hard road but once you realise you're only detrimenting yourself being to long in the blackpill space you will mentally ascend realising it's a cycle and will find peace with yourself.

 

[Lefor3Laser]

I've been obsessed with the blackpill for so long. It all started at 15 when I saw the cracks of the redpill. The constant lying about the fact you can go from a 1/10 to a 10/10, you just need game bro you're not trying hard enough etc etc. After that I stumbled upon a channel which goes by the name of Wheat Waffles, which changed my perception of people forever.

After learning about the blackpill I wanted to try and looksmax to ascend to a higher level. Even if I didn't become chad I was confident I could ascend to HTN. I tried mewing, skincare and all the other retarded shit and it didn't really help me. As I got deeper into the blackpill I started to notice more flaws about me, which I couldn't change.

After realising that I became way to obsessed about my appearance as well as hypergamy and other blackpill fuel. I was trying bonesmashing and other retarded copes and even wanted to go for surgery. I felt the most insecure at the time and hated me for who I am. I also hate the world around me and how unfair it is that Chad gets everything. I decided to dive deeper and deeper into the blackpill and got into forums.

After getting into forums I could express my frustration and anger with like-minded people. I felt like I really belong in the incel community. I was at my deepest point of it being over. After rotting allot I realised that yes I'm ugly and unlovable. But this world is so fucked up that I realised if looks were really the only priority. I've seen good-looking guys and horrible looking guys rot on here. I know that I do have a ugly face, strong autism and am part Indian. However I realise there are people who have it way worse and I feel that these people deserve to be in these communities more instead of them being infiltrated.

After realising that even if I'm ugly, I'm not a manlet or anything. I decided it was time to try and just survive in this world instead of worrying about my looks. Yes if I was Chad my life would have been easier but I'm not Chad and not the most typical incel either (atleast physically). I realise that the world is fucking brutal and you can't change shit. All you can do is survive till the day you die. And even if you die be reincarnated as a shitskin Indian in Mumbai. I should make the most of my life living in a first world country. I know I can't socialise and fit in and I never will but that's not my goal. My goal is is to get bread on the table so I don't starve. I need to get my shit straight and get some form of income even tho I'm on the verge of officially dropping out of High School.

All and all I say I accept who I am and there is nothing wrong with the way I look. Yes I don't look perfect but I'm not physically disabled either. Maybe this is my last post but I feel like the blackpill doesn't consume me but that I rather accept it as reality which I can't change. I'm in a very uncertain position in life and every day I don't know if I will sleep tonight in a bed or the alleyway. I genuinely enjoyed being on the forum and I love you all tho but after months of using it I realised it's a cycle and after a while you've seen and know everything. But maybe I don't know anything after all...

Good thing for you, blackpill isn't as strong as this forum makes it, sure looks are important, but what does looks help when you are shy or non nt, there is literally a copy of sean o ory but autistic, doesn't even slay.

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Good thing for you, blackpill isn't as strong as this forum makes it, sure looks are important, but what does looks help when you are shy or non nt, there is literally a copy of sean o ory but autistic, doesn't even slay.

True saw him on a yt video. He has slayer looks yet still a forum rotter.

 

[Lefor3Laser]

True saw him on a yt video. He has slayer looks yet still a forum rotter.

Psl is irelevant tho, i mean i don't say that it's not important, but harmony and appeal is way better ngl.

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Psl is irelevant tho, i mean i don't say that it's not important, but harmony and appeal is way better ngl.

Usually it correlates. PSL is more of an autism scale for modeling agencies rather than sexual dimorphic attractiveness.