ive been so preoccupied with my life i forgot that im still ugly while beautifiul women exist

[futureashtray]

fuck bro, i hate going on ig man, seeing all those beautiful women id love to speak to, be with, have for myself. so many women so much beauty.

these past few months ive just been gambling, watching adinross, cuffem, cheesur, and all basically just watching streamers all day, and honestly i like it.

watching streamers helps me detatch from reality, but ive been doing it too much

even with all of my methods to cope with reality, it still lingers, i avoid mirrors and hate going outside, i hate going to school, all i want is to sportsbet all day ldaring.

i saw this a few minutes ago

https://www.instagram.com/reels/DT-PvmWDEZU/

and her face, her eye contact, her body language is just something i cant describe with words. im a young adult missing out on women like her

i hope my gambling efforts along with others can help me this year. im confident

but fuck. i hate the reality of my face and physique, its not good enough to have a relationship with women. i know that i can fix it all, i know what i need and how to get it but fuck during the meantime when reality hits it feels very depressing

but hey, its what makes life worth living, all this struggle, and despression, and sadness, the fact that i have to work to be able to have a chance with women or whatever i want in life is what makes it all worth it. and i will continue to keep working and persevering until i reach my goals

i hope my next update is a better one. i keep updating yall because these are my roots, the blackpill blossomed and i smelled its petals here nearly 3 years ago.

also, stop calling women "foids". would you call your mom or sister a foid? you all love women, youre supposed to. so stop calling them derogatory names.

 

[uglybrownskinman]

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[idont_likemirrors]

Not even a molecule

 

[ToxinIV]

fuck bro, i hate going on ig man, seeing all those beautiful women id love to speak to, be with, have for myself. so many women so much beauty.

these past few months ive just been gambling, watching adinross, cuffem, cheesur, and all basically just watching streamers all day, and honestly i like it.

watching streamers helps me detatch from reality, but ive been doing it too much

even with all of my methods to cope with reality, it still lingers, i avoid mirrors and hate going outside, i hate going to school, all i want is to sportsbet all day ldaring.

i saw this a few minutes ago

https://www.instagram.com/reels/DT-PvmWDEZU/

and her face, her eye contact, her body language is just something i cant describe with words. im a young adult missing out on women like her

i hope my gambling efforts along with others can help me this year. im confident

but fuck. i hate the reality of my face and physique, its not good enough to have a relationship with women. i know that i can fix it all, i know what i need and how to get it but fuck during the meantime when reality hits it feels very depressing

but hey, its what makes life worth living, all this struggle, and despression, and sadness, the fact that i have to work to be able to have a chance with women or whatever i want in life is what makes it all worth it. and i will continue to keep working and persevering until i reach my goals

i hope my next update is a better one. i keep updating yall because these are my roots, the blackpill blossomed and i smelled its petals here nearly 3 years ago.

also, stop calling women "foids". would you call your mom or sister a foid? you all love women, youre supposed to. so stop calling them derogatory names.

quit gambling, and quit watching streamers and wasting your time

ragebait for sure