Yea I get why’d u be that way she’s very attractive but tragically with the state u look currently you’ll never pull her, I suggest lose the little beard, the glasses and lose more face fat and maybe with some hope and prayers you can ascend just a lil, enough to be noticed by her
I know I wish I was normal
How does her bf look?
Shit bro I wish I fucking knew I hope the niggas ugly but she picky and is probably a mogger
L well atleast u can live knowing u height mog him (don’t forget to rep all my posts
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dnrI've been stalking one girl for 5 years come January 23rd and I don't even know how but yes I remember the exact date I remember the exact video it was a video of her and her friend they had their fursona dino mask on which I know might sound weird but mind you this was 5 years ago so they were 11 and I was 13 but of course at the time I didn't know their ages anyway I decided to leave a hate comment because who the hell doesn't want to troll a furry Long story short I felt bad after a couple months apologized and started to grow attachment through personal conversations and I had grown a small friendship with her but a larger friendship with her irl bsf to the point I would talk to bsf daily let's call her bsf TY and the girl I've been stalking lynn I still am a troll and one day when we were playing Roblox I went to far and called TY boobless and a black monkey (she's mixed) which clearly hurt her feelings a little too much but I'm just rage baiting anyways TY and Lynn proceed to go just as hard and said I look like a funhouse mirror and how I'm never ever going to find friends or love this hurt me deeply because little do they know it's true here I am at 18 The only thing I have is ambitions nothing to show for it and actually is the only reason I started my first Ascension is for her (pics below) anyways I somehow make up with them and show my ascension it lowk worked and she interacted with me more online but I'm still ND so I don't know how to be normal and the replys slow till one day she stops replying and I'm a stalker like I said so I do investigating and find out she has an IRL BFI DMed the bf to find out more information about him which to this day I still don't know much All I know is his name is Aiden anyway she finds out I DMed him and she flips the fuck out before blocking me it's been 1 year 2 months and 3 weeks since I last spoke to her. Not a day has gone by for the last 4 and 1/2 years that haven't thought about her at least once
I've never felt this way before for a single person on planet Earth but it was doomed from the start she comes from ultra wealth I come from government assistance and temporarily homelessness she's naturally beautiful like hmtb I'm not I have to try a lot harder to be looks match she's 1200 mi away and most of all she just doesn't like me. I would have just kept this to myself but I'm increasingly getting more alarming thoughts I all my entire life have I fantasized so much about going ER like genuinely in my room vivid daydreams of me taking her life or me taking my life in front of her vivid Day dreams of me stalking IRL All I really want is help on how to get over her and move one with my lonely chud ife and none of this is LARP All of this is real if something doesn't shift my focus soon I'm probably going to go to Arizona I don't think I have the guts to actually harm her I just want to meet her but I wish I could just leave her alone because I genuinely do care for her I know this because I don't think of her lustfully every other crush I've ever had I thought of them naked I don't think of her this way it feels gross (I decided to add a pic of her so you guys can let me know if I'm being retarded I know it's a shitty pic but I got it off of a relatives Facebook)
And that's why bitches don't fw you
Damnnnnn ts tuff
You didn’t “lose the love of your life.”I've been stalking one girl for 5 years come January 23rd and I don't even know how but yes I remember the exact date I remember the exact video it was a video of her and her friend they had their fursona dino mask on which I know might sound weird but mind you this was 5 years ago so they were 11 and I was 13 but of course at the time I didn't know their ages anyway I decided to leave a hate comment because who the hell doesn't want to troll a furry Long story short I felt bad after a couple months apologized and started to grow attachment through personal conversations and I had grown a small friendship with her but a larger friendship with her irl bsf to the point I would talk to bsf daily let's call her bsf TY and the girl I've been stalking lynn I still am a troll and one day when we were playing Roblox I went to far and called TY boobless and a black monkey (she's mixed) which clearly hurt her feelings a little too much but I'm just rage baiting anyways TY and Lynn proceed to go just as hard and said I look like a funhouse mirror and how I'm never ever going to find friends or love this hurt me deeply because little do they know it's true here I am at 18 The only thing I have is ambitions nothing to show for it and actually is the only reason I started my first Ascension is for her (pics below) anyways I somehow make up with them and show my ascension it lowk worked and she interacted with me more online but I'm still ND so I don't know how to be normal and the replys slow till one day she stops replying and I'm a stalker like I said so I do investigating and find out she has an IRL BF
You're right but ik what love is and I feel it for her that's why I'm selfless in how I don't bother her because she has someone to wake up everyday for and her she is happier without me and that makes me happy if she is it's not just obsession and loneliness
