I've been starving myself and it's ascended me.

[fraudcel]

Since July 2024 I had gotten pretty big and overate on 4th of July, the next morning I weighed in at 210lb which is pretty fucking fat for a 6' 17y/o male. Seeing that number on the scale took me back to my early teen years in which I was really fucking obese and sparked my journey of starvation. I had gotten an MRI earlier that month confirming that my growth plates were closed and that settled it for me, the remainder of summer break (1 1/2 months) I ate at 500 calories every single day, no slip ups, and occasionally not eating at all for 1-2 days a week. From July 4th to mid August I dropped 45lbs and was 165lb when returning back to school. I ended up gaining 20lbs back over the course of 4 months due to eating unhealthy, when winter break came around I did the same thing I did over the summer. The difference is that I haven't stopped starving since December. I was originally 185lb mid December and as of now, early February I've lost 40lb. I'm 145lb and don't plan on stopping until I'm mid-high 130's.

The way others have began treating me has improved a lot, girls who never gave a fuck about me are suddenly wanting to get to know me, and I myself feel more confident and feel better about myself.

Food doesn't even cross my mind anymore and eating 5-600 calories a day isn't a breeze at all.

I understand the negatives that come with malnutrition but I couldn't give less of a fuck, it's my last year of highschool and I'm tryna fuck some bitches.

How badly am I fucking up my test and hormones? Am I really causing irriversible damage? WHY THE FUCK WASNT I TOLD TO STARVE MYSELF SOONER?

 

[Sprinkles]

 

[Scottrg]

Goodjob on destroying your metabolism hormones and your body overall btw dnrd

 

[fraudcel]

Kill yourself nigger I'm getting pussy couldn't care less.