I've done so many terrible things being ugly ruined my soul.

[Deleted member 11126]

People will say your only ugly on the inside but thats not true it seeps into your soul. Being low status a teen drove me to become an evil criminal. In HS while other people were partying I was trolling people. I even drove this guy online to become a trannie he later roped.

I have done so many horrible things to so many people I was a good boy before my face became covered with acne being an in real life monster also turned me into one in mind and soul. Now even though my face looks pretty again I will always be evil. I drove a kid to kill himself I don't know how to repent just go down the path of evil more I guess. I wish I could say I feel bad but I don't
@FailedNormieManlet @bishōnenmaxxer am I evil?

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I never should have sent him those trannie memes

 

[Maalik]

People will say your only ugly on the inside but thats not true it seeps into your soul. Being low status a teen drove me to become an evil criminal. In HS while other people were partying I was trolling people. I even drove this guy online to become a trannie he later roped.

I have done so many horrible things to so many people I was a good boy before my face became covered with acne being an in real life monster also turned me into one in mind and soul. Now even though my face looks pretty again I will always be evil. I drove a kid to kill himself I don't know how to repent just go down the path of evil more I guess. I wish I could say I feel bad but I don't

i've just been reading some of your posts and its almost like i'm reading my own thoughts. I have the same ideas regarding "personality theory".

looks determine how others perceive you, this determines how they interpret your personality, and your social instincts modify the vibrancy of your social presence based on their reactions. Its a subconscious process, because such basic social instincts far predate advanced human cognition and you don't truly realise it until some time has passed.
That feedback loop forms the basis for the Suppression of your Self Expression in social circumstances (in the case of ugly guys) over years. But we all have a void to fill when we don't get respect, lust and approval from other humans. I filled it with fantasy fiction and religion. You filled it by releasing your hate on other people.

This is the causal chain between ugliness and so called "autistic" personalities. And also between beauty and low inhib, vibrant personalities and the reason why Physiognamy worked better than guessing

All we can do is try to "go back" and cut at the root of our problems and thats when people find the Blackpill.
They find the most rotten root is their Looks.
Though depending on the life you lived there are other roots too, like missing physical or intellectual abilities but since all action is interpreted through attractiveness anyway, its rare to find a situation where Looks aren't the Origin of most problems. The power of the Halo effect is truly ridiculous, broken even.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

i've just been reading some of your posts and its almost like i'm reading my own thoughts. I have the same ideas regarding "personality theory".

looks determine how others perceive you, this determines how they interpret your personality, and your social instincts modify the vibrancy of your social presence based on their reactions. Its a subconscious process, because such basic social instincts far predate advanced human cognition and you don't truly realise it until some time has passed.
That feedback loop forms the basis for the Suppression of your Self Expression in social circumstances (in the case of ugly guys) over years. But we all have a void to fill when we don't get respect, lust and approval from other humans. I filled it with fantasy fiction and religion. You filled it by releasing your hate on other people.

This is the causal chain between ugliness and so called "autistic" personalities. And also between beauty and low inhib, vibrant personalities and the reason why Physiognamy worked better than guessing

All we can do is try to "go back" and cut at the root of our problems and thats when people find the Blackpill.
They find the most rotten root is their Looks.
Though depending on the life you lived there are other roots too, like missing physical or intellectual abilities but since all action is interpreted through attractiveness anyway, its rare to find a situation where Looks aren't the Origin of most problems. The power of the Halo effect is truly ridiculous, broken even.

The only evil chads I knew had bad home lifes or grew up evil. There is something about being ugly then given power of good looks people who were late bloomers will get what I mean it truly corrupts the soul entirely.

Normies are also pretty evil the people who mistreated me were average chad gets no sanctification in picking on or beating some weakling or subhuman but normie filth need something lower then themselves to pull themselves up. Ugly whipped dogs are passive on the outside but are evil whenever they get an ounce of power hence the internet being the way it is

 

[Deleted member 40986]

L

People will say your only ugly on the inside but thats not true it seeps into your soul. Being low status a teen drove me to become an evil criminal. In HS while other people were partying I was trolling people. I even drove this guy online to become a trannie he later roped.

I have done so many horrible things to so many people I was a good boy before my face became covered with acne being an in real life monster also turned me into one in mind and soul. Now even though my face looks pretty again I will always be evil. I drove a kid to kill himself I don't know how to repent just go down the path of evil more I guess. I wish I could say I feel bad but I don't
@FailedNormieManlet @bishōnenmaxxer am I evil?
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Just ascend and earn some kind of redemption brah

 

[Deleted member 31457]

i've just been reading some of your posts and its almost like i'm reading my own thoughts. I have the same ideas regarding "personality theory".

looks determine how others perceive you, this determines how they interpret your personality, and your social instincts modify the vibrancy of your social presence based on their reactions. Its a subconscious process, because such basic social instincts far predate advanced human cognition and you don't truly realise it until some time has passed.
That feedback loop forms the basis for the Suppression of your Self Expression in social circumstances (in the case of ugly guys) over years. But we all have a void to fill when we don't get respect, lust and approval from other humans. I filled it with fantasy fiction and religion. You filled it by releasing your hate on other people.

This is the causal chain between ugliness and so called "autistic" personalities. And also between beauty and low inhib, vibrant personalities and the reason why Physiognamy worked better than guessing

All we can do is try to "go back" and cut at the root of our problems and thats when people find the Blackpill.
They find the most rotten root is their Looks.
Though depending on the life you lived there are other roots too, like missing physical or intellectual abilities but since all action is interpreted through attractiveness anyway, its rare to find a situation where Looks aren't the Origin of most problems. The power of the Halo effect is truly ridiculous, broken even.

Ye

 

[Deleted member 11126]

L

Just ascend and earn some kind of redemption brah

For some men there is no redemption sadly

 

[Deleted member 11126]

@John Cracovizk Could a man like me be redeemed?

 

[Deleted member 19582]

@John Cracovizk Could a man like me be redeemed?

Yea I think so if you believe you redeemed, you redeemed... The suffering is in your mind, there is no pain. You really need my stoicism mega guide huh

I wish I could say I feel bad but I don't

You probably do bhai, when you do something that you don't see as bad you probably wouldn't even been thinking of that or you would be taking pleasure in that... I wasn't going, but I will write my stoicism guide for you and many others who also believe in shit like "let's save muh country "

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Yea I think so if you believe you redeemed, you redeemed... The suffering is in your mind, there is no pain. You really need my stoicism mega guide huh

You probably do bhai, when you do something that you don't see as bad you probably wouldn't even been thinking of that or you would be taking pleasure in that... I wasn't going, but I will write my stoicism guide for you and many others who also believe in shit like "let's save muh country "

I will save my country by becoming a dictator for the people's own good

 

[Deleted member 19582]

I will save my country by becoming a dictator for the people's own good

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions" Intentions doesn't matter, how many millions of men, women and kids died because of a man who had a good intention?

That's why I cringe at people trying to cancel MrBeast for helping kids to see again because he wants more money and views, it's probably because of this but ask the kid which he helped: do you care about WHY mrbeast helped you?

NO, he would not care, the kid got his vision back, fucking miracle for him

 

[bishōnenmaxxer]

Yea I think so if you believe you redeemed, you redeemed... The suffering is in your mind, there is no pain. You really need my stoicism mega guide huh

You probably do bhai, when you do something that you don't see as bad you probably wouldn't even been thinking of that or you would be taking pleasure in that... I wasn't going, but I will write my stoicism guide for you and many others who also believe in shit like "let's save muh country "

Yeah pretty much exactly what I wanted to say.

Wanted to add that if you were truly evil you wouldn't pause and reflect on these things, at least not enough to make a .org post about it.

I will save my country by becoming a dictator for the people's own good

Retarded.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Yeah pretty much exactly what I wanted to say.

Wanted to add that if you were truly evil you wouldn't pause and reflect on these things, at least not enough to make a .org post about it.

Retarded.

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I've done worse then I mentioned here but its illegal so I cannot mention it here. I will try to ask Jesus for forgiveness but I am not sure he will. I am not sure I can ever be pure again

 

[Deleted member 11126]

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions" Intentions doesn't matter, how many millions of men, women and kids died because of a man who had a good intention?

That's why I cringe at people trying to cancel MrBeast for helping kids to see again because he wants more money and views, it's probably because of this but ask the kid which he helped: do you care about WHY mrbeast helped you?

NO, he would not care, the kid got his vision back, fucking miracle for him

If I am already dirty and ruined whats to stop me from doing worse its already too late my soul is already dirty if I can achieve my goal then maybe the costs are worth it

 

[Deleted member 19582]

Wanted to add that if you were truly evil you wouldn't pause and reflect on these things, at least not enough to make a .org post about it.

If they do, they come with coherent narrative (copes) and fantasies to justify doing bad shit, I remembered a scene from Sandman:



Morpheus basically ends their ability to cope as a way to not feel guilty and most of them rope

 

[Deleted member 19582]

I've done worse then I mentioned here but its illegal so I cannot mention it here. I will try to ask Jesus for forgiveness but I am not sure he will. I am not sure I can ever be pure again

"The past is gone nigga" that's what Jesus would've told you , christianism can be a good cope because it takes a lot from stoicism. You need to move on, there isn't such thing as a pure person.

If I am already dirty and ruined whats to stop me from doing worse its already too late my soul is already dirty if I can achieve my goal then maybe the costs are worth it

Actually there is literally nothing, just yourself, just like there is nothing stopping you from your redemption arc, it's just yourself

Your morals which were created as you were born and raised in your society, I believe following them can be good for you to sleep with your mind clean and light at night and more importantly: be able to feel good with yourself. Tbh discard what is limitating you in a hurtful way (like, I won't ever kill people . I would, if I needed to defend myself. Shit like that) but many are very good to follow to live a serene life without big worries.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

"The past is gone nigga" that's what Jesus would've told you , christianism can be a good cope because it takes a lot from stoicism. You need to move on, there isn't such thing as a pure person.

Actually there is literally nothing, just yourself, just like there is nothing stopping you from your redemption arc, it's just yourself

Your morals which were created as you were born and raised in your society, I believe following them can be good for you to sleep with your mind clean and light at night and more importantly: be able to feel good with yourself. Tbh discard what is limitating you in a hurtful way (like, I won't ever kill people . I would, if I needed to defend myself. Shit like that) but many are very good to follow to live a serene life without big worries.

yeah

 

[Deleted member 19582]

yeah

I'll write my stoicism thread and dedicate it to you... Make sure to read it otherwise I'll be very angry

Anyways, stay safe op

 

[Maximilian]

"Muh im evil"
"Muh environment shaped my personality"

I diagnosed ASPD when i was 14 yrs old

You either born with it or not

 

[Maximilian]

If I am already dirty and ruined whats to stop me from doing worse its already too late my soul is already dirty if I can achieve my goal then maybe the costs are worth it

You're just NT person that feels guilt but social rejection makes you do some dirty shit i guess...

 

[ElTruecel]

Doing harmful actions to Normie Is moral and Just. These people hate You and want u to die

 

[Deleted member 11126]

"Muh im evil"
"Muh environment shaped my personality"

I diagnosed ASPD when i was 14 yrs old

You either born with it or not

I've not written the worst things for legal reasons I can assure you its worse...

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Doing harmful actions to Normie Is moral and Just. These people hate You and want u to die

Idk he might as well have been another freak like me.

 

[ElTruecel]

Idk he might as well have been another freak like me.

I consider even sub 5 guys who incel shame as normies. Fuck traitors and fuck normies simple as that.

 

[BloodClot]

What's in the past is in the past all you can do is live in the present now, stop living in the past.

 

[Deleted member 32285]

i've just been reading some of your posts and its almost like i'm reading my own thoughts. I have the same ideas regarding "personality theory".

looks determine how others perceive you, this determines how they interpret your personality, and your social instincts modify the vibrancy of your social presence based on their reactions. Its a subconscious process, because such basic social instincts far predate advanced human cognition and you don't truly realise it until some time has passed.
That feedback loop forms the basis for the Suppression of your Self Expression in social circumstances (in the case of ugly guys) over years. But we all have a void to fill when we don't get respect, lust and approval from other humans. I filled it with fantasy fiction and religion. You filled it by releasing your hate on other people.

This is the causal chain between ugliness and so called "autistic" personalities. And also between beauty and low inhib, vibrant personalities and the reason why Physiognamy worked better than guessing

All we can do is try to "go back" and cut at the root of our problems and thats when people find the Blackpill.
They find the most rotten root is their Looks.
Though depending on the life you lived there are other roots too, like missing physical or intellectual abilities but since all action is interpreted through attractiveness anyway, its rare to find a situation where Looks aren't the Origin of most problems. The power of the Halo effect is truly ridiculous, broken even.

Einstein IQ. Your personality is derivation from your physical attributes

 

[gothmaxxedslut]

"Muh im evil"
"Muh environment shaped my personality"

I diagnosed ASPD when i was 14 yrs old

You either born with it or not

You need to be atleast 18 to be diagnosed, stop larping

 

[JohnDoe]

Repent and you will be forgiven. You want forgiveness? All you have to do is ask God for it and change your ways. Make up for all the bad.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Repent and you will be forgiven. You want forgiveness? All you have to do is ask God for it and change your ways. Make up for all the bad.

How can you believe in god in such an evil demented world?

 

[JohnDoe]

How can you believe in god in such an evil demented world?

free will

 

[Deleted member 21345]

You probably would've been evil anyway

Only difference is the ability to get away with it

 

[Deleted member 11126]

You probably would've been evil anyway

Only difference is the ability to get away with it

No I was a pretty good kid till I started getting bullied. Although these days I am not really evil or good just a nothing I live only to exist nothing more nothing less

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Yeah acne fucked my teen years bad
That’s the true evil

 

[nigtard]

I still have my scars from my acne.This is why I am getting punished by being incel. I have tried to redeem myself but there is no redemption for despicable human beings like me.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I still have my scars from my acne.This is why I am getting punished by being incel. I have tried to redeem myself but there is no redemption for despicable human beings like me.

You can get rid of scarring

 

[Nick.Harte]

Nobody is ugly from the inside.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Nobody is ugly from the inside.

You couldn't be further from the truth

 

[nigtard]

You can get rid of scarring

I have AlexBrown level of scarring, it makes me look like a beast combined with my disgusting looks

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I have AlexBrown level of scarring, it makes me look like a beast combined with my disgusting looks

My acne is bad but I have ghostly pale skin so it shows up pretty obviously any hint of red is very obvious

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I have AlexBrown level of scarring, it makes me look like a beast combined with my disgusting looks

Still if your under 25 with good health collagen can easily fix most scarring in a years time. But you need to focus soley on healing your body is likely busy dealing with new infections if you were acne free for a year or longer it would mostly heal with a good protocol

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I have AlexBrown level of scarring, it makes me look like a beast combined with my disgusting looks

Still you cannot fix scarring until your acne is gone. Its like healing a wound when new wounds are forming first you must prevent new wounds no amount of healing can fix it faster then new lesions form. Its like trying to heal bruises when you get punched in the face everyday.

So find out the cause fungul acne bacteria over growth shit gut biome leaky gut hormonal imbalance(sebum over production) weak immune system etc

 

[iblamechico]

I've done worse then I mentioned here but its illegal so I cannot mention it here. I will try to ask Jesus for forgiveness but I am not sure he will. I am not sure I can ever be pure again

You sound like me after I jack off when I was a kid jfl. You're fine probably if u reflect back on your evil-doings

 

[Deleted member 11126]

You sound like me after I jack off when I was a kid jfl. You're fine probably if u reflect back on your evil-doings

Your not a bad dude like me I've stolen cheated and lied my whole life

 

[iblamechico]

Your not a bad dude like me I've stolen cheated and lied my whole life

I mean I lie a lot, and I don't feel bad about it. Was raised religiously but strayed away from it. First time I cheated was in like 1st grade while doing some dumb competition and I got 2nd place cuz I cheated, and I kept cheating from then on. You're worse than me tho fs jfl.