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holy shit, so I quit porn awhile ago due to realizing how desensitized I had become to normal sexual attraction, I don't wanna get into the gritty things.
anyway, so I've been taking Melanotan and one of its side effects is intense libido and spontaneous erections, like 30 minutes after I pin it I get a raging boner and feel like I wanna fucking rape someone.
So I was trying so hard not to relapse and watch porn but I couldn't resist it was too intense. So I basically binged on porn for the past 4 days, I'd say I was watching it about 6-7 hours of the day after not watching it for a year.
now after day 4 I can't get hard anymore looking at porn, doesn't do anything.
This has happened before, my sex drive get destroyed for ages after binging then it slowly revives.
inb4 "low T" no I've had my T tested and it's in the high range, inb4 "closet faggot" no I'm not gay but rn I feel A-sexual.
anyway, so I've been taking Melanotan and one of its side effects is intense libido and spontaneous erections, like 30 minutes after I pin it I get a raging boner and feel like I wanna fucking rape someone.
So I was trying so hard not to relapse and watch porn but I couldn't resist it was too intense. So I basically binged on porn for the past 4 days, I'd say I was watching it about 6-7 hours of the day after not watching it for a year.
now after day 4 I can't get hard anymore looking at porn, doesn't do anything.
This has happened before, my sex drive get destroyed for ages after binging then it slowly revives.
inb4 "low T" no I've had my T tested and it's in the high range, inb4 "closet faggot" no I'm not gay but rn I feel A-sexual.
