I've given up on life honestly

[WeiWei]

I lost my father. I only have a mother now. I don't want to work. I'm too sick and tired (literally). I'm already 27. Shit health, LTN-MTN looks, broke, no end to my brokeness in sight, alternative would be wagecuckery

This isn't the life that I signed up for. Also never thought I'd lose my father at (his) the age of 59. ffs

It's over but unironically. Why even bother, it's futile.

 

[Vermilioncore]

Life is endlessly cruel

 

[WeiWei]

Life is endlessly cruel

It is. I just don't want to wake up alive. Just end me in my sleep please. All this struggle for what? It's not worth it any more. I've had enough.

 

[Gentlemanmaxxed]

I lost my father. I only have a mother now. I don't want to work. I'm too sick and tired (literally). I'm already 27. Shit health, LTN-MTN looks, broke, no end to my brokeness in sight, alternative would be wagecuckery

This isn't the life that I signed up for. Also never thought I'd lose my father at (his) the age of 59. ffs

It's over but unironically. Why even bother, it's futile.

Don't despair brother. You are going trough a bad time and losing a parent is the greatest loss a person can experience, so I can imagine your pain right now. Also, poverty is brutal and ruins all aspects of life. But you still have your mother and you should do right by her and be strong.

If you are actually sick for work - try and get both disability and unemployment benefits. In any western country you should be able to get at least something. Also take the IT pill and learn to work with one of the popular major platforms for either web/app development. With some effort you could get employed within a month - not for a great wage but still far better than wageslaving in mcdonalds or something.

 

[HardMaxOrRope]

Don't despair brother. You are going trough a bad time and losing a parent is the greatest loss a person can experience, so I can imagine your pain right now. Also, poverty is brutal and ruins all aspects of life. But you still have your mother and you should do right by her and be strong.

If you are actually sick for work - try and get both disability and unemployment benefits. In any western country you should be able to get at least something. Also take the IT pill and learn to work with one of the popular major platforms for either web/app development. With some effort you could get employed within a month - not for a great wage but still far better than wageslaving in mcdonalds or something.

 

[HardMaxOrRope]

it’s brutal how unforgiving this life is.

 

[axttt_]

sorry for your loss man

 

[cooldude1231]

Don't despair brother. You are going trough a bad time and losing a parent is the greatest loss a person can experience, so I can imagine your pain right now. Also, poverty is brutal and ruins all aspects of life. But you still have your mother and you should do right by her and be strong.

If you are actually sick for work - try and get both disability and unemployment benefits. In any western country you should be able to get at least something. Also take the IT pill and learn to work with one of the popular major platforms for either web/app development. With some effort you could get employed within a month - not for a great wage but still far better than wageslaving in mcdonalds or something.

What are these online jobs u speak of

 

[isis_Bleach]

at least u got 8x6

 

[Gentlemanmaxxed]

They are not online jobs. I am referring to standard IT jobs - they can be in person or remote but are increasingly going more and more remote. Basically it is a vast sector with a lot of areas to get into. Best thing would be to contact local IT business directly and ask if they take on interns or for junior positions. Going the normal route and applying to job posts is almost pointless as these are overflowed with jeets autoapplying with ai from the other and of the world.

Basically if you are young and have above 95IQ and some time on the side you can easily get a foundation from free resources on the web. One such is freecodecamp on youtube. Maybe cover the database, javascript and full stack web development courses - recreate some projects with help of AI and reach out to companies to ask them to take you in. You can try with something more technical as well as machine learning but usually they would require at least a bachelors degree.

 

[Gentlemanmaxxed]

What are these online jobs u speak of

I wanted to reply to you with my previous post

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

dont leave your mom