I've had suicide planned for the future since i was 13.

[kzz]

i was really young when i realized i wasnt getting anywhere in life, i'm unnatractive, neurodivergent, short and i was born in a third world country. i remember that deep down i used to think i was gonna change my mind and end up living, but as time goes by the more i want to stick to the suicide plan, i realized that the best life i could possibly achieve is a very mediocre one, i'm genetically cursed, mentally ill and i live in a country where the average salary is 300$, even if i study and work my ass off my life will still be shit. it's almost 2025, soon i'll be 18 and i guess my time is coming to an end.

anyone else feels like this? is there anyone in here who ACTUALLY has it bad?

 

[Esteban1997]

I live in a third world aswell Life IS hell

 

[nuisance]

wtf happens at 13 I swear 13 is where i stopped feeling normal

 

[Underdog9494]

i was really young when i realized i wasnt getting anywhere in life, i'm unnatractive, neurodivergent, short and i was born in a third world country. i remember that deep down i used to think i was gonna change my mind and end up living, but as time goes by the more i want to stick to the suicide plan, i realized that the best life i could possibly achieve is a very mediocre one, i'm genetically cursed, mentally ill and i live in a country where the average salary is 300$, even if i study and work my ass off my life will still be shit. it's almost 2025, soon i'll be 18 and i guess my time is coming to an end.

anyone else feels like this? is there anyone in here who ACTUALLY has it bad?

This is cause you keep looking at everything with negativity, being neuro divergent is being creative, you don't even need money to survive, people and especially men weren't made for cities, go in a forest, build a hut, get some chickens maybe even a cow and maybe a horse for transportation. That's the life man, not the sad city one

 

[isis_Bleach]

ive thought before about how bad it would be to not only be the non nt ugly loser i am but also in a 3rd world country like africa or mexico . scares me deep inside

 

[JasGews69x]