I've hit rock bottom. I fucking hate my chud life

[SEAmaxxer]

I havent done anything in the last months.

- I literally got banned from public school
- Quit my job
- Didnt talk to any women at all
- Masturbated to Porn games and AI Chat bots
- Barely went outside because I literally dont know what to do

I most likely have the lowest Test in all of germany I don't know what to do. I've tried locking in so many times. Diet, good sleep schedule, gym but I just can't stay consistent I live the perfect life for like a week and then relapse and go back to rotting and jerking off

 

[davidgetslaid]

find a new job and start going to the gym. eat healthier and start gaining self worth and confidence. Start relations with ugly or overweight girls in order to build confidence and then go from there. Spend time in nature and think about your plans in life

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

Stats?

 

[Suns9999]

Start relations with ugly or overweight girls

 

[fraudmaxxer7]

find a new job and start going to the gym. eat healthier and start gaining self worth and confidence. Start relations with ugly or overweight girls in order to build confidence and then go from there. Spend time in nature and think about your plans in life

thats actually such good advice,might have to try this

 

[ey88]

Hop on test tbh

 

[NZb6Air]

all of germany I don't know what to do.

no shit there's nothing to do outside, time to rotmaxx with the bros and feel yourself wither with each passing day

 

[SEAmaxxer]

find a new job and start going to the gym. eat healthier and start gaining self worth and confidence. Start relations with ugly or overweight girls in order to build confidence and then go from there. Spend time in nature and think about your plans in life

Alright David Goggins

 

[SEAmaxxer]

Stats?

5'7 52kg its fucking over

 

[SEAmaxxer]

Hop on test tbh

Where can I get some, should I inject it with a needle thingy or are there other ways

 

[LateAscension]

What ai chat bot are you using? Is it better than porn?

 

[SEAmaxxer]

What ai chat bot are you using? Is it better than porn?

It definitely is yea, the good thing about it is oh my god i shoud kill myself instead of elaborating on this forget it

 

[iblamechico]

Embrace the chud life man

 

[iblamechico]

It definitely is yea, the good thing about it is oh my god i shoud kill myself instead of elaborating on this forget it

Elaborate man I'm interested. Helping someone out today would make you feel better no?

 

[SEAmaxxer]

Elaborate man I'm interested. Helping someone out today would make you feel better no?

Fuck it I'll just elaborate on it even if its degenerate, you can like create any character you want to and shape their personality and looks like u want, you can have realistic conversations with them, fuck them and so on its addicting as fuck because there is no end to it you know

 

[iblamechico]

Fuck it I'll just elaborate on it even if its degenerate, you can like create any character you want to and shape their personality and looks like u want, you can have realistic conversations with them, fuck them and so on its addicting as fuck because there is no end to it you know

So the only stimulation is from talking to them? Idk if that's my thing man I gotta see something, a video, a picture at least.

 

[SEAmaxxer]

So the only stimulation is from talking to them? Idk if that's my thing man I gotta see something, a video, a picture at least.

I don't know I try to atleast not watch porn but I'm not sure if what I'm doing may even be worse

 

[LateAscension]

Fuck it I'll just elaborate on it even if its degenerate, you can like create any character you want to and shape their personality and looks like u want, you can have realistic conversations with them, fuck them and so on its addicting as fuck because there is no end to it you know

Very interesting. Is it an app or a website?

This sounds like it will put OF girls out of business

 

[SEAmaxxer]

Very interesting. Is it an app or a website?

This sounds like it will put OF girls out of business

Onlyfans will always make you millions, it's really not that special since there isnt one with images/videos included yet but yea there's an App and Website for it. You can like run out of energy to send messages and then u may have to pay or watch an add but theres a really easy simple way to bypass that. U can make group chats with mutliple characters aswell

 

[twojei]

I havent done anything in the last months.

- I literally got banned from public school
- Quit my job
- Didnt talk to any women at all
- Masturbated to Porn games and AI Chat bots
- Barely went outside because I literally dont know what to do

I most likely have the lowest Test in all of germany I don't know what to do. I've tried locking in so many times. Diet, good sleep schedule, gym but I just can't stay consistent I live the perfect life for like a week and then relapse and go back to rotting and jerking off

There is something wrong with you spiritually. By “spiritually” I mean many things, for some people it's about knowing your soul, psyche, ego or whatever, for other people, it means knowing yourself. In other words, there is an internal conflict within you that you have to resolve in order for your brain to optimize those neural pathways of motivation.

 

[SEAmaxxer]

There is something wrong with you spiritually. By “spiritually” I mean many things, for some people it's about knowing your soul, psyche, ego or whatever, for other people, it means knowing yourself. In other words, there is an internal conflict within you that you have to resolve in order for your brain to optimize those neural pathways of motivation.

I don't even know where to start dude

 

[twojei]

I don't even know where to start dude

Start meditating, keep a journal, ask yourself:

-Why do I feel the way I feel?

-Why do I do what I do?

You can also use drugs to get to that point, whether it's alcohol, weed or anything that disinhibits you. I recommend you have a pen and paper by your side. Start writing down everything about yourself. Also, don't forget to ask yourself the kind of questions that explore your mind, your actions, etc, like the ones above basically. Something like this, for example.

'Do I think the BP has had any kind of influence on my motivation?'
'Yes.'
'Why?'
'Maybe I feel it's because I'll never get a loyal woman by my side. So obviously my brain doesn't feel any motivation to do shit since I've internalized unconsciously the belief that I'm never going to get a woman by exposing myself consciously to some ideas. Why would my brain dare then to be motivated, to pursue something, or to release those motivational chemicals? '

The idea is to lower your inhibition as much as possible so you can let out all the thoughts, beliefs that you are repressing that you may not have dared to acknowledge.

 

[SEAmaxxer]

Start meditating, journaling, ask yourself:
-Why do I feel the way I Feel?
-Why do I do what I do?

You could also use drugs to get there, wether it be alcohol, weed, or anything that lowers your inhibition. I recommend having some paper and a pen next to you. Start writing down everything about yourself. Also, don't forget to ask yourself to kinds of questions that explore your mind, your actions, etc, like the ones above basically. The idea is to lower your inhibition as much as possible so that you can let out all the thoughts, beliefs that you are repressing and that you may not have dared to acknowledge.

wholesome .org today thanks bhai

 

[Eduardo DOV]

have you tried ritalin?

 

[Eduardo DOV]

you might have ADHD

 

[twojei]

wholesome .org today thanks bhai

Check the edit brah. Good luck.