I've lost all motivation

[RAITEIII]

All the things that happened with this girl plus my BDD has brought me down this night.

I just don't understand how my looks can change so much. I don't understand how 3 weeks ago I liked my face and today I think I need every surgery under the sun.

I just wish I wasn't so alone, I can't meet my emotional needs and being in a good place seem so so far away and so so difficult that makes me want to just give it up.

I'm fucked.

 

[Blackout.xl]

It’s over

 

[RAITEIII]

It’s over

) : my bro

 

[Deleted member 2661]

Inject T immediately

 

[RAITEIII]

It’s over

I was motivated a few days ago. But I just get tired of having to try sooo hard.

It's an up and down with my looks that I can't keep taking indefinitely and I'm not crazy because foids look at me and I get compliments... But it all goes away in a few days...

I feel so bad had to wake up my roommate so she talks with me.

What do i even do am I really mentally ill?

 

[bonesoverblood]

All the things that happened with this girl plus my BDD has brought me down this night.

I just don't understand how my looks can change so much. I don't understand how 3 weeks ago I liked my face and today I think I need every surgery under the sun.

I just wish I wasn't so alone, I can't meet my emotional needs and being in a good place seem so so far away and so so difficult that makes me want to just give it up.

I'm fucked.

Are you paying attention to your life style?

How often are you working out / eating healthy, and are you tracking your calories?

Your face can change in three weeks, but it can be completely environmental.

These small changes, can make BDD worse, because it just reinforces the disorder

 

[RAITEIII]

Inject T immediately

I don't know anymore man

Are you paying attention to your life style?
How often are you working out / eating healthy, and are you tracking your calories?

Your face can change in three weeks, but it can be completely environmental.

These small changes, can make BDD worse, because it just reinforces the disorder

I don't work out, I don't track anything and I eat both healthy and or either junk on and off.

It's not a 3 weeks thing tho. I can see my face one way and the next day another.

I swear to god I'm not crazy because when I look good I only need to go out to a coffe and there are both foids and men looking at me. Then when I look bad I'm even asked if I'm sick by my roommates.

There's some volume that comes and goes so I'm considering getting fillers plus laser for collagen, but I don't know I'm barely 19...

It's so messed up and I don't know if anyone can even imagine what this feels like because without looks (whatever they are) I'm doomed to unhappyness

 

[Caligula]

I have BDD too and i learned to deal with it, take note OP.

When i'm super narcy about my face i use to take gigafrauded photos in front of a mirror, srs i spend hours doing that shit.

When i feel like shit about my face i use the same photos to raise my self-esteem so i don't start sending emails to surgeons like a retard.

I know it won't help to improve your situation but it's good in the short term, you should try OP

 

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[RAITEIII]

Are you paying attention to your life style?

How often are you working out / eating healthy, and are you tracking your calories?

Your face can change in three weeks, but it can be completely environmental.

These small changes, can make BDD worse, because it just reinforces the disorder

For my face to look good I need to eat a lot, drink a lot of water, skin care, sleep. Everything has to be literally perfect. As soon as I skip one meal, drink less water then everything is gone.

I see my facial features change too... And it's not in my mind, also on pictures too but Im not brave enough to show them.

 

[maxmendietta]

 

[RAITEIII]

I have BDD too and i learned to deal with it, take note OP.

When i'm super narcy about my face i use to take gigafrauded photos in front of a mirror, srs i spend hours doing that shit.

When i feel like shit about my face i use the same photos to raise my self-esteem so i don't start sending emails to surgeons like a retard.

I know it won't help to improve your situation but it's good in the short term, you should try OP

Lol thanks haha.

That works if you're single or smth. The moment you're in love and competing with other men and you reject dates because you don't look that day and then ur girl is taken because you didn't buy a deeper connection there's no cope to feel better. :/

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

FACE HEIGHT FRAME

 

[RAITEIII]

FACE HEIGHT FRAME

I hope hgh will save me lol