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NuclearBrainReturns
Matthew 4:1-11
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Idk how to describe it. It's like I just see how these people function constantly one upping eachother and acting like animals to get money to buy shit they dont even want.
It's just utterly pathetic and I am done with it. If it weren't for my parents I would have shot myself many years ago but not because I was sad it's just I cannot be bothered with this shit anymore.
Any time I try to move forward in anything there are a million setbacks and I don't have the mental drive to go through it because as I said, I'm not motivated by mogging others or bullying or making tonnes of money. I really don't give a shit about any of that.
Another thing is, it's getting to the point now where I can hardly talk about anything irl without some spiteful person getting all angry at me because I'm not playing the game. So they think I shouldn't have an opinion on certain topics because I'm not participating in needless suffering. It's so bizarre it's like these people just want to gloat and suffer together for no reason and get angry at people who don't want to suffer.
Actually, writing that down is frightening tbh. That there are people out there who enjoy suffering and hate people that want to prevent suffering. Wow. I'm going to have to start reading my bible again after that one. That's really scary to think about.
It's just utterly pathetic and I am done with it. If it weren't for my parents I would have shot myself many years ago but not because I was sad it's just I cannot be bothered with this shit anymore.
Any time I try to move forward in anything there are a million setbacks and I don't have the mental drive to go through it because as I said, I'm not motivated by mogging others or bullying or making tonnes of money. I really don't give a shit about any of that.
Another thing is, it's getting to the point now where I can hardly talk about anything irl without some spiteful person getting all angry at me because I'm not playing the game. So they think I shouldn't have an opinion on certain topics because I'm not participating in needless suffering. It's so bizarre it's like these people just want to gloat and suffer together for no reason and get angry at people who don't want to suffer.
Actually, writing that down is frightening tbh. That there are people out there who enjoy suffering and hate people that want to prevent suffering. Wow. I'm going to have to start reading my bible again after that one. That's really scary to think about.