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I was 12 years old and was about to go on Halloween break from school (in first year of secondary school)
Most of the guys in our year were part of youth clubs and that night there was a youth club disco on that would see 1000+ teenagers all packed into one venue
We spent the whole day in school discussing this disco and what it would be like since for most of us it would be our first time going to one
We also spoke about which girls in our year we fancied and if we would get our friends to ask them to kiss us (that's how it was done)
The time had come and we all met at the village where we would get our bus to the venue
This was the song doing the rounds on our phones at the time and was being played on the bus
We got off our bus at the venue and another bus containing people from our school was nearby, was insane seeing girls from school who you never considered attractive in school uniform looking rather tasty when they were half naked and covered in fake tan with hair done etc
Then came the moment of entering into the hall where the disco was already in full flow, I always think back to this moment to confirm to myself that we are beings made of vibrational energy and not just non-conscious matter, the collective energy I felt in this moment was insane, so much optimism, so much hopeful uncertainty, everyone in the moment and experiencing something new together for the first time, the novelty was insane.
We then met with more guys we knew from school and seen some guys from school were kissing girls from our school because their friends confirmed that they both fancied each other.
It was then made clear that if you want to try kiss a girl, the tradition is to get your friend to tap her on the shoulder and ask if she would kiss you
There was too much to take in to make a conscious plan with my mates to ask girls but then at one point I was stood around in a circle with some guys from my class and they were talking to some girls then one of the guys just points at me and says "would you kiss him"
she agreed to it but somewhat hesitantly in case I didn't agree but then I just agreed and kissed her for about a minute then walked off
Throughout the night we were basically asking every guy we knew if they got a kiss yet and we were all trying to lose our kiss virginity that night
The night eventually came to an end and the lights came on and everyone was sweaty and the girls were dripping makeup and tan and glow stick juice and then we went back to our busses and had the banter until we got to the chip shop and gave our analysis on the night
I then got home and every time I remembered that I had my first kiss I had to ask myself if it really happened or I hallucinated, some moments of the night felt like an LSD trip to a small extent due to feeling so in the moment and in disbelief of how cool and novel everything was
As impossible as it is to get a crumb of affection from an adult woman, I am glad I will always have this and similar experiences to reflect on
Most of the guys in our year were part of youth clubs and that night there was a youth club disco on that would see 1000+ teenagers all packed into one venue
We spent the whole day in school discussing this disco and what it would be like since for most of us it would be our first time going to one
We also spoke about which girls in our year we fancied and if we would get our friends to ask them to kiss us (that's how it was done)
The time had come and we all met at the village where we would get our bus to the venue
This was the song doing the rounds on our phones at the time and was being played on the bus
We got off our bus at the venue and another bus containing people from our school was nearby, was insane seeing girls from school who you never considered attractive in school uniform looking rather tasty when they were half naked and covered in fake tan with hair done etc
Then came the moment of entering into the hall where the disco was already in full flow, I always think back to this moment to confirm to myself that we are beings made of vibrational energy and not just non-conscious matter, the collective energy I felt in this moment was insane, so much optimism, so much hopeful uncertainty, everyone in the moment and experiencing something new together for the first time, the novelty was insane.
We then met with more guys we knew from school and seen some guys from school were kissing girls from our school because their friends confirmed that they both fancied each other.
It was then made clear that if you want to try kiss a girl, the tradition is to get your friend to tap her on the shoulder and ask if she would kiss you
There was too much to take in to make a conscious plan with my mates to ask girls but then at one point I was stood around in a circle with some guys from my class and they were talking to some girls then one of the guys just points at me and says "would you kiss him"
she agreed to it but somewhat hesitantly in case I didn't agree but then I just agreed and kissed her for about a minute then walked off
Throughout the night we were basically asking every guy we knew if they got a kiss yet and we were all trying to lose our kiss virginity that night
The night eventually came to an end and the lights came on and everyone was sweaty and the girls were dripping makeup and tan and glow stick juice and then we went back to our busses and had the banter until we got to the chip shop and gave our analysis on the night
I then got home and every time I remembered that I had my first kiss I had to ask myself if it really happened or I hallucinated, some moments of the night felt like an LSD trip to a small extent due to feeling so in the moment and in disbelief of how cool and novel everything was
As impossible as it is to get a crumb of affection from an adult woman, I am glad I will always have this and similar experiences to reflect on
