I've pretty much creeped out every foid at my gym and when it really hits me it fucking hurts

[Turtle]

Like just by minding my own business or happening to make the contact with these girls is enough for them to all stare tf out of me and whisper to their friends about me, and sometimes it'll just hit me that is not something that happens to normal people, like normal looking guys don't go to the gym and just start getting fucking stared at like a freak, I sometimes forget that for normal 5/10 and above guys, that just simply doesn't happen to them, or if it doesn't they would have to do some really wack shit or dress like a literal clown, whereas I get this treatment just by not really doing anything, the fact that small children stare at me with the utmost horror is confirmation in my mind that it really is indeed my face that is the problem and what is causing this

 

[Bartarus]

This phenomenon has made me afraid to look at anyone in class, so I've ended up just getting used to staring at the wall.