Ive tricked my brain into thinking life begins at htn

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As a result I feel underserving of love until my facial attractiveness hits a fucking number, even though girls are starting to like me now I tell myself im not ready and I don't deserve ts and cope by saying she is jst settling for me she can never be truly attracted to me even though I literally have nothing else going on in my life for me except my looks or so it seems I guess the morally or the story is while ascension is important, more important than that is loving urself so that when someone loves u, u can reciprocate and accept that feeling towards urself and that person

Btw I was jst trying to sound like a phylosipher if u didnt realize I know I didn't spell that right but the lion doesnt give a fuck rate my writing skills
 
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But it’s true

Life doesn’t start until HTN/Its over for sub7cels
 
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As a result I feel underserving of love until my facial attractiveness hits a fucking number, even though girls are starting to like me now I tell myself im not ready and I don't deserve ts and cope by saying she is jst settling for me she can never be truly attracted to me even though I literally have nothing else going on in my life for me except my looks or so it seems I guess the morally or the story is while ascension is important, more important than that is loving urself so that when someone loves u, u can reciprocate and accept that feeling towards urself and that person

Btw I was jst trying to sound like a phylosipher if u didnt realize I know I didn't spell that right but the lion doesnt give a fuck rate my writing skills
Is it really gaslighting if people aren't treating you like you are deserving of love until you hit htn. Your last sentence is true but how can you love yourself when nobody likes your ass
 
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As a result I feel underserving of love until my facial attractiveness hits a fucking number, even though girls are starting to like me now I tell myself im not ready and I don't deserve ts and cope by saying she is jst settling for me she can never be truly attracted to me even though I literally have nothing else going on in my life for me except my looks or so it seems I guess the morally or the story is while ascension is important, more important than that is loving urself so that when someone loves u, u can reciprocate and accept that feeling towards urself and that person

Btw I was jst trying to sound like a phylosipher if u didnt realize I know I didn't spell that right but the lion doesnt give a fuck rate my writing skills
Life never begins even if your chad. Life is over the world is dying, fucking women without getting them pregnant won’t fill the empty void in your heart.
The joy we felt in childhood was temporary and now all we have is memories.
Even if you became a millionaire you would do degenerate things to satisfy your urges but deep down the void would still be there.
It was never about who earns the most and fame. It’s about spreading your seed and doing your biological best.

Go out there and have 10 kids so at least you could die without looking back.
 
Life never begins even if your chad. Life is over the world is dying, fucking women without getting them pregnant won’t fill the empty void in your heart.
The joy we felt in childhood was temporary and now all we have is memories.
Even if you became a millionaire you would do degenerate things to satisfy your urges but deep down the void would still be there.
It was never about who earns the most and fame. It’s about spreading your seed and doing your biological best.

Go out there and have 10 kids so at least you could die without looking back.
I dont care about any of that i just want a happy family with loving friends
 
Is it really gaslighting if people aren't treating you like you are deserving of love until you hit htn. Your last sentence is true but how can you love yourself when nobody likes your ass
Jst bluepill ur thoughts accept that there is someone out there for u cuz ur locked in and ascending and it will happen when u least expect it, ts is lowkey what I should have told myself instead I said im unlovable as I am and I don't deserve love until I change and I set the bar too high and now that the huzz fw me I still feel like im not enough so jst dont do what I did
 

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