NateJacobs
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I’m honestly a damn female. I haven’t been talking to girls recently so i’ve been kinda giga obsessed over my last two girls i actually “liked” not just lusted over. One of which was a Mtb borderline ltb depending on the pic but irl mtb.
She asked me to go to her prom 2 months ago and i gave her a bs answer “oh idk what i’ll be doing that day im not sure id want to go if i dont have a friend with” and she pretty much got the hint and didn’t even try and convince me. Now, i find out she has a date to her own school. i doubt that guy mogs me at least from when i was with this becky but it still kinda makes me feel weird.
Idk how to explain it, it’s not actually jealousy, idek REALLY want this girl im just lonely atm but i dont like the fact that she’s gonna go with a guy thats not me. I would have liked for her to spin back and maybe beg a bit more but she’s seemingly tired of my be at least i thot.
Again. The JB from my “JB nearly ruined my reputation thread” has a boyfriend now and he’s obv a cuck but idek want this jb but i do kinda wanna keep tabs on her. i wonder if she thinks about me and i do want her to kinda think about me. It’s such a female trait idek wtf is wrong with me too many things. I’ve was told by my oneitis that i act like a girl and it was 100% in regards to the fact that,
i was absolutely making her chase me
from her pov and several other girls pov i was playing “hard to get” (i wasn’t no have)
I leave THEM on opened for hours
They double text ME
I am the one who’s flaky and wishy washy
idk why i’m like this, even when i get girls i say i wanted, i get them and then i just want nothing to do with them but when i find out they may or may not have entertained a single guy while pursing me i get upset. Im overly possessive and controlling but wtv
-Nathaniel Jacobs
I’m honestly a damn female. I haven’t been talking to girls recently so i’ve been kinda giga obsessed over my last two girls i actually “liked” not just lusted over. One of which was a Mtb borderline ltb depending on the pic but irl mtb.
She asked me to go to her prom 2 months ago and i gave her a bs answer “oh idk what i’ll be doing that day im not sure id want to go if i dont have a friend with” and she pretty much got the hint and didn’t even try and convince me. Now, i find out she has a date to her own school. i doubt that guy mogs me at least from when i was with this becky but it still kinda makes me feel weird.
Idk how to explain it, it’s not actually jealousy, idek REALLY want this girl im just lonely atm but i dont like the fact that she’s gonna go with a guy thats not me. I would have liked for her to spin back and maybe beg a bit more but she’s seemingly tired of my be at least i thot.
Again. The JB from my “JB nearly ruined my reputation thread” has a boyfriend now and he’s obv a cuck but idek want this jb but i do kinda wanna keep tabs on her. i wonder if she thinks about me and i do want her to kinda think about me. It’s such a female trait idek wtf is wrong with me too many things. I’ve was told by my oneitis that i act like a girl and it was 100% in regards to the fact that,
i was absolutely making her chase me
from her pov and several other girls pov i was playing “hard to get” (i wasn’t no have)
I leave THEM on opened for hours
They double text ME
I am the one who’s flaky and wishy washy
idk why i’m like this, even when i get girls i say i wanted, i get them and then i just want nothing to do with them but when i find out they may or may not have entertained a single guy while pursing me i get upset. Im overly possessive and controlling but wtv
-Nathaniel Jacobs
