Jealousy is KILLING me inside

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I can’t believe this looking at other people. I see one my ex-oneitises posting on ig she has already fucked many guys since i talked to her probably, she was always good at school, social, partying and 10x more beautiful than i am. I can’t TALK to people i am ugly as shit i cant SOCIALIZE FOR SHIT I HAVENT TALKES TO A GIRL IN ANY WAY IN MONTHS I HAVE NO EXPERIENCE I JUST ROT IN MY HOME. I SEE NORMIES IN CLASS ALL HANGING OUT MY NORMIE LTN MTN FRIENDS ALREADY HAVING SEX I AM THE ONLY OUTLIER I KNOW IRL. But seeing any of my ex oneitises just makes me angry and jealous. They are all living normal lifes

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THE FACT THAT THEY HAVE LITERALLY EVERYTHING ESPECIALLY ONEITIS , BEAUTIY SOCIAL LIFE GOOD GRADES WEALTH HEALTH WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU THINK OFF I WANNA OFF MYSELF IMMEDIATELY WHEN MY MIND THINKS OF THAT LIFE IS SO BRUTAL WHEN YOU ARE NOT IGNORANT
 
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Bro, I am feeling the same way as you. My oneitis and acquaintances mog me to oblivion and by the time I manage to save up for surgeries, it will be too late. I wish I was never born with shit genetics.
 
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Bro, I am feeling the same way as you. My oneitis and acquaintances mog me to oblivion and by the time I manage to save up for surgeries, it will be too late. I wish I was never born with shit genetics.
I saw one of my oneitises change her ig pfp and it made me go crazy i know her life is SO MUCH BETTER like infinitely times better and i cant help but feel extremely jealous it’s so shit.
And i believe from what ive seen even if you are kinda ugly you could have some little success but you need to be very nt and shit and im not most people here are not my brain is fucked im shy as shit while most people are so outgoing it sucks
 
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I saw one of my oneitises change her ig pfp and it made me go crazy i know her life is SO MUCH BETTER like infinitely times better and i cant help but feel extremely jealous it’s so shit.
And i believe from what ive seen even if you are kinda ugly you could have some little success but you need to be very nt and shit and im not most people here are not my brain is fucked im shy as shit while most people are so outgoing it sucks
Same. No matter what I do, I will always be that be a fucking weirdo. My oneitis is also doing well and it makes me feel extremely behind in life.
 
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Same. No matter what I do, I will always be that be a fucking weirdo. My oneitis is also doing well and it makes me feel extremely behind in life.
hard feeling to even explain. I felt fine then saw her in her new ig photo, got even more mad bc she is actually pretty asf im so mad my chest is hurting i feel like a complete loser.
 
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hard feeling to even explain. I felt fine then saw her in her new ig photo, got even more mad bc she is actually pretty asf im so mad my chest is hurting i feel like a complete loser.
Mine ain't that pretty though and would probably get rated LTB here, but in my eyes she is attractive. It's 90% genetics bro, and there's nothing you can do about it. Anatomy is Destiny.
 
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Mine ain't that pretty though and would probably get rated LTB here, but in my eyes she is attractive. It's 90% genetics bro, and there's nothing you can do about it. Anatomy is Destiny.
Idk what people would rate my oneitis but she has a stunning face to me which makes me feel even worse bc i just know that she could have and probably has been with a lot of guys already, while i cant even get a femcel to forget about her shit fkn life
 
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I can’t believe this looking at other people. I see one my ex-oneitises posting on ig she has already fucked many guys since i talked to her probably, she was always good at school, social, partying and 10x more beautiful than i am. I can’t TALK to people i am ugly as shit i cant SOCIALIZE FOR SHIT I HAVENT TALKES TO A GIRL IN ANY WAY IN MONTHS I HAVE NO EXPERIENCE I JUST ROT IN MY HOME. I SEE NORMIES IN CLASS ALL HANGING OUT MY NORMIE LTN MTN FRIENDS ALREADY HAVING SEX I AM THE ONLY OUTLIER I KNOW IRL. But seeing any of my ex oneitises just makes me angry and jealous. They are all living normal lifes

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Dude, don't give any woman too much thought. If you haven't had sex with them then you shouldn't be thinking about them at all. Get a grip and pull yourself together. If you think you might like a girl then quickly try to see if she's open to maybe opening her legs to you. If not then don't linger mentally or physically. Move on. The most stupid thing in the world is to idealize a woman.
 
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Dude, don't give any woman too much thought. If you haven't had sex with them then you shouldn't be thinking about them at all. Get a grip and pull yourself together. If you think you might like a girl then quickly try to see if she's open to maybe opening her legs to you. If not then don't linger mentally or physically. Move on. The most stupid thing in the world is to idealize a woman.
I dont speak to any of my oneitises anymore but it still hurts. Im not trying to idolize her, but seeing her doing so much better in life is what hurts me a lot. Knowing that she is beautiful and has everything while i dont
 
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Idk what people would rate my oneitis but she has a stunning face to me which makes me feel even worse bc i just know that she could have and probably has been with a lot of guys already, while i cant even get a femcel to forget about her shit fkn life
same bruh. I've been rejected by femcels.
 
I dont speak to any of my oneitises anymore but it still hurts. Im not trying to idolize her, but seeing her doing so much better in life is what hurts me a lot. Knowing that she is beautiful and has everything while i dont
I mean idealize her. Don't do that. Sitting around and thinking about her.

She's just a drop in the ocean of a world filled with people doing better than you. And everyone, no matter who they are, has someone they know that they could point to and say the exact same thing. So it's really stupid to dwell on anyone in your small pond as far as that sort of thing goes.
 
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I mean idealize her. Don't do that. Sitting around and thinking about her.

She's just a drop in the ocean of a world filled with people doing better than you. And everyone, no matter who they are, has someone they know that they could point to and say the exact same thing. So it's really stupid to dwell on anyone in your small pond as far as that sort of thing goes.
Great thought process but it's easier said than done. I was already over oneitis but I just got reminded of her somehow.
 
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Great thought process but it's easier said than done. I was already over oneitis but I just got reminded of her somehow.
You're just young.
 
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