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why do i feel so empty even after watching a short show like ts? and its genuinely not because i miss the show so much or something i think its more about me realizing i will never get the purpose in my life light yagami had for example. like how can u be bored as him. also misa amane. i was like damn wish i found a girl like this and realized theres no exact girl like this and that bitch doesnt even exist and is a drawn character. and even if yeah its not like im gonna try to become a god and have an actual purpose to talk to her or manipulate her.
is this shit normal to feel like that or am i fucking schizo
and also when i listen to the soundtrack again it makes me depressed af and not the music itself it gives me a weird ass feeling that reminds me of death note and all this shit but isnt actually that. cuz when i acc watched some random episode to not feel this way it didnt even feel like the thing i wish i could live. maybe its the soundtrack maybe its me being schizo i dont fucking know but ts is lasting for days already
and nah im not a basement dweller im a 6'3 14 yr old i slay i just cant get over shows/animes where the characters have alot of purpose in their lives.
is this shit normal to feel like that or am i fucking schizo
and also when i listen to the soundtrack again it makes me depressed af and not the music itself it gives me a weird ass feeling that reminds me of death note and all this shit but isnt actually that. cuz when i acc watched some random episode to not feel this way it didnt even feel like the thing i wish i could live. maybe its the soundtrack maybe its me being schizo i dont fucking know but ts is lasting for days already
and nah im not a basement dweller im a 6'3 14 yr old i slay i just cant get over shows/animes where the characters have alot of purpose in their lives.
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