Just got a dopamine rush by touching my cheekbone

[AutisticBeaner]

im high,when i had my mouth open to let out the smoke i touched my cheekbone and it felt super prominent and like i have holoow cheeks
at least god gave me this tbqh

 

[SayNoToRotting]

There have been only 2 times where I have been high. Both cases during the peak of my body dysmorphia era (October 2018).

The first time I felt good, but the second time my insecurities about my appearence overcame me and suddenly I felt like a revolting subcreature. My mind played very twisted tricks on me.

That was one of the many reasons why I haven't touched a single joint from that day on.

 

[AutisticBeaner]

There have been only 2 times where I have been high. Both cases during the peak of my body dysmorphia era (October 2018).

The first time I felt good, but the second time my insecurities about my appearence overcame me and suddenly I felt like a revolting subcreature. My mind played very twisted tricks on me.

That was one of the many reasons why I haven't touched a single joint from that day on.

That's interesting. For me it had more of the opposite effect on my perception of my appearance. I always felt better about them when I was high.

 

[SayNoToRotting]

Maybe I should give it another try. But for that I would have to get back with my abandoned friends again first.

 

[AutisticBeaner]

Maybe I should give it another try. But for that I would have to get back with my abandoned friends again first.

Guessing you feel better about your appearance now? It might be worth a try.