Just had my most brutal experience today

[DarknLost]

We were in some kind of audition or something as the crowd,and because I'm extremely retarded,I got a nuke tier anxiety attack when the young foid auditioner made eye contact with me. It got even worse when she started singing,I couldn't look at her and just stared down on my shoes like a complete autist. My anxiety attack got so strong over time that I started very noticibly shaking,turning my head around,making moves,AND GUESS WHAT,my fucking oneitis was sitting right behind. Fuckkk. I just wanna rope now. She probably sees me as a 10x bigger weirdo now then she used to

 

[onnysk]

 

[RAITEIII]

what have u done so far to improve that?

I only feel SA if I look bad lol

 

[gymislife]

 

[Barbarossa_]

Nigga I really wanna feel sorry for you but I literally can't but I'll give you some advice cuz you are just a 17 years old kid for God sake.

I was considered to be a "prettyboy" when I was your age and I'm the youngest of my siblings so living with abusive siblings and parents fucked any confident I have
I literally remember when i was just 6 years old my older siblings ganged up on me and started to make fun of me and calling me names until I cried my fucking eye balls out
The reason they did this because any famliy friends were always complementing me and saying how cute I was and shit like that so they got extremely jealous

Now why I'm sharing this with you? well because I was just like you. I got girls interested in me a lot but never made a move cuz I couldn't even make eye contacts. I was extremely shy and it fucked my life up

But I took a stance! I started gymcelling, lifting weights and boxing and surprise surprise when you fight and be primal and take punches to the face it makes you very confident and low inhib

So I remember making an insta account back in 2011 when it first started, sliding into JB's DM's and they talked to me and we talked on Skype, sent nudes and I got over my anxiety and shyness like that tbh
And from online it translated into real life and I turned into a slayer!

And yeah remember my siblings who were making fun of me? well now I'm the tallest and strongest of them all JFL

Now I hope that I didn't waste my time writing this and you start to gymcel but my guess is that you won't because you are in too deep in this forum!
And yah one more thing if you are going to a boxing gym please shave your bangs or guys in there will fuck you up even more and punch you waaaay harder than they should