Just saw myself in a photo after a long time, now I feel suicidal

BonesAndHarmony

BonesAndHarmony

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I've been away from this site for a week, I was coping that I was in the right direction, going for the self improvement route. But when you see yourself in a photo all copes just get thrown out of the window , it's all pointless, I will never stop coping, only legit reaction to facing reality would be suicide. That long ramus and visible jawline you thought you were blessed with disappears, that "technical" PCT you thought you were correctly assessing in front of the mirror suddenly turns into a disgusting tired looking, asymmetrical incel eye area, the recessed chin becomes apparent, the disgusting protruding mouth area suddenly looks ten times more bloated and chubbier than ever, the long midface looks miles longer. Everything becomes clear, why I never wanted others to take photos of me, it was all a coping mechanism from my subconscious mind. Reality slapped me in the face this time, now I understand why I never got female attention and why I never had a girlfriend.
I just lost motivation now, I don't want to go outside, I don't want to do anything.
 
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No pic no care
 
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Sad shit man
 
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dn rd bc no pics
 
Lefort III or death
I need braces, lip size reduction for mouth area, chin wing, lefort I, undereye fillers, lower lid retraction and even then I won't be good looking, it's just over man, no point in coping with this site, sometimes you need to face reality and redirect your time elsewhere, or just rope
 
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I need braces, lip size reduction for mouth area, chin wing, lefort I, undereye fillers, lower lid retraction and even then I won't be good looking, it's just over man, no point in coping with this site, sometimes you need to face reality and redirect your time elsewhere, or just rope
Same bro.
 
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Don't be like that
suicide is low t trait
 
Don't be like that
suicide is low t trait
Yeah, man, it's just it's hard for me to come to terms with how shit my genetics are. Long midface, recessed chin, HORRIBLE mouth area, heavily balding since 16, ethnic looking despite me coming from a white country.
 
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Yeah, man, it's just it's hard for me to come to terms with how shit my genetics are. Long midface, recessed chin, HORRIBLE mouth area, heavily balding since 16, ethnic looking despite me coming from a white country.
Maybe you're not that bad, we're just overwhelmed by our ideals that come from psl shit.
Now i'm aware of it, i know that i should looksmax but never lose my sanity or sense of reality, some things are impossible. You should just do whatever you can do to feel better.
 
Psl can fuck UP you mi d. Just fix the most you can and rey to cope with other rhings
 
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You can never escape the blackpill
 
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i turned off my pc and for a brief second saw my reflection in the black turned off screen. i then punched and broke the screen.
 
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Theres no escape from the blackpill once you know it
I have BDD so i can never escape it anyways
 
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same case here, i just want a gf and to live happily :feelswah:
 
People think they are more attractive than they are, until they see a candid photo of themselves
 
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People think they are more attractive than they are, until they see a candid photo of themselves
This, candid photos are the ultimate Blackpill, if you are photogenic you are without doubt already good looking
 
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