Just used venvanse for the first time

[joeveniro]

made me realize on how pathetic i am and how worthless my life is
for the first time in times i got really happy and euphoric
had emotions, got angry, kinda sad, but overall i was really happy and energetic
not being edgy ( im diagnosed btw, tho i was for asperger, but its a commom misconcepction to psychiatric to miss schizoid as asperger ) as a Schizoid
everyday is the same
a bad thing happens, i dont get sad, the best thing i could ever ask happens, i dont get happy, angry or whatever, im always left with this feeling of emptiness, i dont get the feeling of anxiety, ambition, will. NOTHING; when i do, my brain try the hardest to get rid of it.
everyday is the same, im pathetic
but for the first time
i kinda of enjoyed life. was human for a bit
tldr: op is an edgy mentally ill piece of shit

 

[Deleted member 6538]

You hate me

 

[joeveniro]

i still have 27 left, too bad my brain will get used to it and 30mg wont be enough anymore when i get used to it, but tomorrow while on this effect i will studymaxx for stocks ( since im alreayd getting money from it ) and be able to cope with it for a while till even 90mg wont affect me

 

[BigBiceps]

 

[Deleted member 6723]

op is an edgy mentally ill piece of shit

 

[joeveniro]

@Blackout.xl @copingvolcel

 

[illegalally]

Venvanse tem outro nome na gringa, então o pessoal daqui provavelmente não faz ideia do que cê tá falando.

como tá sendo a experiência até agora?