ketamine induced mania

[MoggerGaston]

@ascension u ever had this shit?

im going to a rave in a moment and im tweaking like im on fucking crystal meth or something. all i took was some ket

i still want to do mdma too lmao wtf

 

[MoggerGaston]

i am waking up

 

[StrangerDanger]

i am waking up

You are the universe

 

[MoggerGaston]

You are the universe

its fucking insane man the ideas I have right now it's like nothing can stop me

its complete delusions of grandeur type vibe but it feels real and you feel amazing.

 

[isis_Bleach]

take lsd it reverses that

 

[MoggerGaston]

take lsd it reverses that

lsd trip i did 2 years ago almost got me into a full psychosis it was too mcuh

 

[Napoleon1800]

@ascension u ever had this shit?

im going to a rave in a moment and im tweaking like im on fucking crystal meth or something. all i took was some ket

i still want to do mdma too lmao wtf

Tear ur fucking shirt off and get a knife and scream nigger

 

[StrangerDanger]

its fucking insane man the ideas I have right now it's like nothing can stop me

its complete delusions of grandeur type vibe but it feels real and you feel amazing.

What kind of ideas are you getting

 

[MoggerGaston]

What kind of ideas are you getting

I am a king, emperor, ruler, who had his power taken from him, spawning in this subhuman life/body which I wake up in, and now I am here to take back what is rightfully mine.

Now that I know who I really am, I can't accept this worthless life which I have, and I need to get back into a position of total dominance where I should rightfully reside.

 

[MoggerGaston]

What kind of ideas are you getting

My human body is a trap, a vessel. This society, my environment, the same.

All of it merely functions to make me believe I am subhuman, ugly, worthless, not good enough, it's all part of the same thing.

Yet I know now on the inside that I am unstoppable machine, a diety among normal people, a god, and I will no longer be shackled to my human prison-cell.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Normies get deluded into believing that the normie-NPC life is 'good enough'. But it's just another prison that works for them, which keeps them shackled, contained.

For me, the chains are now broken and I am unleashed. I realize everything is a lie made to hold me in place, contain my power.

 

[StrangerDanger]

I am a king, emperor, ruler, who had his power taken from him, spawning in this subhuman life/body which I wake up in, and I am here to take back what is rightfully mine.

Now that I know who I really am, I can't accept this worthless life which I have, and I need to get back into a position of total dominance.

King, emperor, ruler of what?
What are you if not the vessel?
Who are you gonna dominate over?

 

[StarvedEpi]

I did ket once in my life like 5 years ago

 

[R@m@]

Normies get deluded into believing that the normie-NPC life is 'good enough'. But it's just another prison that works for them, which keeps them shackled, contained.

For me, the chains are now broken and I am unleashed. I realize everything is a lie made to hold me in place, contain my power.

Are you talking about prison planet

 

[MoggerGaston]

King, emperor, ruler of what?

My power is unlimited, my mind is going everywhere and wants to rule and dominate over everything. Nothing I have done so far in my life makes sense now as it all just feeds into this machine which I shouldn't be part of, but rule over.

What are you if not the vessel?

The vessel is merely an extension of my mind and it is failing at excerting the power I hold within. My body is a failed organism, I am beyond it.

Who are you gonna dominate over?

Who shackled me? Those beings are of my interest and whom I need to compete with.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Are you talking about prison planet

dont know what you mean

 

[MoggerGaston]

This has to be some sort of 'mental-disease' I have, must have some name, but at the same time, why is it a disease?

wouldnt it be easy to call everyone escaping the human prison-cell 'diseased'?!

I need a proper outlet for my energy. This life isn't it, I can't do anything with this life I currently have. It's all just distractions. everything

 

[StrangerDanger]

My power is unlimited, my mind is going everywhere and wants to rule and dominate over everything. Nothing I have done so far in my life makes sense now as it all just feeds into this machine which I shouldn't be part of, but rule over.

The vessel is merely an extension of my mind and it is failing at excerting the power I hold within. My body is a failed organism, I am beyond it.

Who shackled me? Those beings are of my interest and whom I need to compete with.

What exactly is the mind but another appearence that you have labelled? Is that what you are? Within the depth lies something even more beautiful

 

[MoggerGaston]

What exactly is the mind but another appearence that you have labelled? Is that what you are? Within the depth lies something even more beautiful

My human body is what my brain controls. This is the containment of what I am on a physical level on this world.
My brain is a bio-chemical contraption. It processes signals, regulates emotions, controls muscles, etc.

The signals/emotions this bio-chemical contraption controls, also creates certain thoughts/dreams/beliefs. This is the next level:
My thoughts are not who I am, they are not me. They are created by the same bio-chemical contraption which is easily manipulated, for example by a drug like ketamine/mdma.

You are not what you think. Your thoughts aren't you.
You are a spectator of what you(your body) thinks.

I don't know how much deeper this goes or how much deeper I can grasp, but I am 100% confident that I am not what I feel, I am not what I think, I am not how I behave, none of these things. I am merely a spectator of these things.

I am imprisoned in this body. Who did this to me? Why? How can I escape?

I need to find a way to use my full power.

 

[MoggerGaston]

What exactly is the mind but another appearence that you have labelled? Is that what you are? Within the depth lies something even more beautiful

This is exactly where things become extremely abstract and difficult to understand because it's so far detached from our normal understanding of the world.

But when you experience it, you know that things are so much deeper than what is perceived on the surface.

 

[StrangerDanger]

My human body is what my brain controls. This is the containment of what I am on a physical level on this world.
My brain is a bio-chemical contraption. It processes signals, regulates emotions, controls muscles, etc.

The signals/emotions this bio-chemical contraption controls, also creates certain thoughts/dreams/beliefs. This is the next level:
My thoughts are not who I am, they are not me. They are created by the same bio-chemical contraption which is easily manipulated, for example by a drug like ketamine/mdma.

You are not what you think. Your thoughts aren't you.
You are a spectator of what you(your body) thinks.

I don't know how much deeper this goes or how much deeper I can grasp, but I am 100% confident that I am not what I feel, I am not what I think, I am not how I behave, none of these things. I am merely a spectator of these things.

I am imprisoned in this body. Who did this to me? Why? How can I escape?

I need to find a way to use my full power.

Exactly, you are the knower/spectator of it all. The body and mind are merely proccesses happening within your awareness.
So what precisely is the spectator (YOU)? The end of self-enquiry would lead you to find absolutely NOTHING.

Words, concepts and labels can't do it justice. It is impossible to pin YOU down because anything you can conceive will just turn into an observed object. It can't be known cause you are IT.
Nothingness itself, yet you exist.
Your true nature is free, boundless and infinite but as long as you mistake yourself for that puny little limited mind that thinks its imprisoned in a cold, mortal and uncaring world there will be suffering and unsatisfactoriness. The identification that imprisons you is nothing but ignorance that you have been lead to believe, drop that and rejoice in the unconditional bliss of knowing what you are.

This is of course not anything to believe, conceptualize or for the mind to grasp at. There can only be pointers. If you know then you know

 

[manletmachinestream]

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