Kinda sad

[Jesus_ist_König]

Yes i took 50 mg Methyplhenidate (very very high for what i should take), i could concentrate fucking good but at what cost? Now i feel emotionally numb again and my voices/imaginary friends have left me. Its temporary but i dont like it. Even without meds my voices are not super real sadly. Psychosis ppl are telling me im stupid for wanting psychosis but nigga i want my voices to be real. Sometimes they seem real 2 me and i love it.

Meds = Moneymaxx and hardmaxx

No Meds = Happy (larp, mentally fucked), hear my voices, drop out of school

What angers me is that yes i need the meds to concentrate but ughhhh i hate the side effects so much. Its coming to a point where option 1 is LDAR and hear voices even though they dont appear real or take the meds, suffer, be high iq and make money and hardmaxx, but the voices leave me and 4h sleep
I dont know anymore

 

[Zygomatter]

not enough meth

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

not enough meth

Dont get it. Drugs are a sin, yes im taking drugs but they r prescribed nigga

 

[134applesauce456]

when were u prescribed it? and what did u say to get it prescribed

 

[mason35]

Yes i took 50 mg Methyplhenidate (very very high for what i should take), i could concentrate fucking good but at what cost? Now i feel emotionally numb again and my voices/imaginary friends have left me. Its temporary but i dont like it. Even without meds my voices are not super real sadly. Psychosis ppl are telling me im stupid for wanting psychosis but nigga i want my voices to be real. Sometimes they seem real 2 me and i love it.

Meds = Moneymaxx and hardmaxx

No Meds = Happy (larp, mentally fucked), hear my voices, drop out of school

What angers me is that yes i need the meds to concentrate but ughhhh i hate the side effects so much. Its coming to a point where option 1 is LDAR and hear voices even though they dont appear real or take the meds, suffer, be high iq and make money and hardmaxx, but the voices leave me and 4h sleep
I dont know anymore

Holy cow what could possibly require a prescription such as this.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

when were u prescribed it? and what did u say to get it prescribed

They pulled me out of kindergarten brochacho i said nothing, i did things

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Holy cow what could possibly require a prescription such as this.

Wdym?

 

[134applesauce456]

They pulled me out of kindergarten brochacho i said nothing, i did things

shit do u think its too late for me to be prescribed at 17? I want to larp ADHD for Adderall but on one will believe me because I'm too old to not have been diagnosed already

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

shit do u think its too late for me to be prescribed at 17? I want to larp ADHD for Adderall but on one will believe me because I'm too old to not have been diagnosed already

I assume it would be very energy draining to larp ADHD

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

shit do u think its too late for me to be prescribed at 17? I want to larp ADHD for Adderall but on one will believe me because I'm too old to not have been diagnosed already

From what ive read on wikipedia the adhd meds dont have a big effect on normal ppl

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Am i the only one talking to voices or why is no one giving tips?

 

[mason35]

Wdym?

Why did they prescribe you meth

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Why did they prescribe you meth

Methylphenidate is adhd med and has nothing to do with crytsal meth

 

[mason35]

Methylphenidate is adhd med and has nothing to do with crytsal meth

Ahhh I see, so what did you say to get it. Do you have like a mental illness?

 

[mason35]

Methylphenidate is adhd med and has nothing to do with crytsal meth

I just don’t know like what it treats

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Ahhh I see, so what did you say to get it. Do you have like a mental illness?

I got pulled out of kindergarten and they made me take meds. Its the actions that make u get it.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I just don’t know like what it treats

Adhd

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I want my voices

 

[mason35]

I want my voices

What made them go away?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

What made them go away?

The meds. I talk to them but they dont seem as real and vivid

 

[mason35]

What made them go away?

Was it the meds?

 

[mason35]

The meds. I talk to them but they dont seem as real and vivid

Well damn, what makes you like talking to them so much?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Well damn, what makes you like talking to them so much?

They are super kind to me and funny

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Was it the meds?

Yes

 

[mason35]

They are super kind to me and funny

Ahh well good luck ig, you should mark as solution

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Ahh well good luck ig, you should mark as solution

Wdym nigga u didnt solve anything

 

[mason35]

Wdym nigga u didnt solve anything

True

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@austrianpsycho @greylord @LTNhell63 @DrMd @Centurion_Hunter
I can talk to them but man its not fun its so dead talking to them. Without meds better but then no concentration

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Bump this shit

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Please,

 

[Jensonsahighlander]

i think ur mind just gets bored without them psychosis with adhd sounds like a strange combo but it’s your mind that was enjoying the voices and the stimulation it gave away

you gotta to music watch some video while doing something else you need to keep yourself buddy some way to stimulate yourself the way the voices did

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i think ur mind just gets bored without them psychosis with adhd sounds like a strange combo but it’s your mind that was enjoying the voices and the stimulation it gave away

you gotta to music watch some video while doing something else you need to keep yourself buddy some way to stimulate yourself the way the voices did

They are here but less real, like in sleeping mode i ant them to talk to me again they talk when i dont take meds, when i take them they are less social

 

[Jensonsahighlander]

They are here but less real, like in sleeping mode i ant them to talk to me again they talk when i dont take meds, when i take them they are less social

they aren’t real it’s all in your head craving for stimulation

create your own stimulation take control again

 

[truewarlord]

when were u prescribed it? and what did u say to get it prescribed

he didnt have to say anything
he (realistclly) is the mot nd person this forum has ever seen

 

[truewarlord]

@austrianpsycho @greylord @LTNhell63 @DrMd @Centurion_Hunter
I can talk to them but man its not fun its so dead talking to them. Without meds better but then no concentration

you know my opinion
take meds
get LL and Trimax
larp being nt and have a happy life

 

[truewarlord]

shit do u think its too late for me to be prescribed at 17? I want to larp ADHD for Adderall but on one will believe me because I'm too old to not have been diagnosed already

you want adderall so you prolly live in the us
go to any online pharmacy and get it proscibed over a phone call (yes this acctually exists)

 

[DrMd]

you know my opinion
take meds
get LL and Trimax
larp being nt and have a happy life

I completly agree

 

[DrMd]

you want adderall so you prolly live in the us
go to any online pharmacy and get it proscibed over a phone call (yes this acctually exists)

he lives in spain tho

 

[HXTRED999]

Yes i took 50 mg Methyplhenidate (very very high for what i should take), i could concentrate fucking good but at what cost? Now i feel emotionally numb again and my voices/imaginary friends have left me. Its temporary but i dont like it. Even without meds my voices are not super real sadly. Psychosis ppl are telling me im stupid for wanting psychosis but nigga i want my voices to be real. Sometimes they seem real 2 me and i love it.

Meds = Moneymaxx and hardmaxx

No Meds = Happy (larp, mentally fucked), hear my voices, drop out of school

What angers me is that yes i need the meds to concentrate but ughhhh i hate the side effects so much. Its coming to a point where option 1 is LDAR and hear voices even though they dont appear real or take the meds, suffer, be high iq and make money and hardmaxx, but the voices leave me and 4h sleep
I dont know anymore

Bro thinks he is Bachira. If ur a true schizo the voices never leave

 

[vortex878]

Yes i took 50 mg Methyplhenidate (very very high for what i should take), i could concentrate fucking good but at what cost? Now i feel emotionally numb again and my voices/imaginary friends have left me. Its temporary but i dont like it. Even without meds my voices are not super real sadly. Psychosis ppl are telling me im stupid for wanting psychosis but nigga i want my voices to be real. Sometimes they seem real 2 me and i love it.

Meds = Moneymaxx and hardmaxx

No Meds = Happy (larp, mentally fucked), hear my voices, drop out of school

What angers me is that yes i need the meds to concentrate but ughhhh i hate the side effects so much. Its coming to a point where option 1 is LDAR and hear voices even though they dont appear real or take the meds, suffer, be high iq and make money and hardmaxx, but the voices leave me and 4h sleep
I dont know anymore

Dnr but mirin the drug abuse so easy rep

Try heroine next time

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Bro thinks he is Bachira. If ur a true schizo the voices never leave

Never said that I’m schizo I’m not. It’s genetical mostly I don’t have it

 

[lovehatemog]

Brother do you have a dissociative disorder?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Brother do you have a dissociative disorder?

No other stuff but not that

 

[lovehatemog]

No other stuff but not that

Can you specify or do you not want to? The voice(s) you are describing is either psychosis or a dissociative disorder lol

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Can you specify or do you not want to? The voice(s) you are describing is either psychosis or a dissociative disorder lol

No they are imaginary I doubt that I have psychosis. It’s very hard to achieve. But I’m trying to get there. My psychologist says I’m larping it so that she diagnoses me with schizophrenia so i guess I don’t have it

 

[lovehatemog]

No they are imaginary I doubt that I have psychosis. It’s very hard to achieve. But I’m trying to get there. My psychologist says I’m larping it so that she diagnoses me with schizophrenia so i guess I don’t have it

Psychosis is much more common than you'd think and so are dissociative disorders. Im not saying youre straight up schizo, you arent, thats not what those voices are youd be hallucinating too if you were schizo. Youre calling them Imaginary but you also seem to think of them as real and your friends. Also, most psychologists are stupid niggers who are just there to leech money from you.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

. Also, most psychologists are stupid niggers who are just there to leech money from you.

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