Leaving it all in Gods hands

[ascendingalways]

If there is a God I know I'll get through this and come back a better person entirely. I've already written the people closest to me (nothing suspicious but just letting them know how much they mean to me) but there's not too many of them. I haven't written anything to my immediate family, however.

I've been home alone 3 days now and haven't gone outside even once I can't do this. I'm thinking completely rationally. I have some Tito's from my moms cabinet and I have some sleeping pills (benzos) from my own personal stash. I'm gonna take a small dose now and wash it down with the vodka and then I'm gonna put on some bladee and right before I doze off I'm gonna take every single pill I have.

I might be fine but I'm not sure so I'm writing rn just to let you guys know what's gonna happen (I'm already pretty drunk if hou cant tell lol autocorrect is saving my ass) and I'm wishing everyone hree the rest wishes for everyone.

By fuys its been fun i luv u all pray 4 me unless ur Jewish or Hindi I don't want Satan or a cow to save me

 

[1385]

*snort* pics or larp

 

[ascendingalways]

*snort* pics or larp

I put some

what do u want pics of I'll send more

 

[1385]

I put some

what do u want pics of I'll send more

Why you killing ya self nigga, go throw that shit up

 

[ascendingalways]

Why you killing ya self nigga, go throw that shit up

haha ur right I did choose a bad time ngl this is total ropefuel well ima pm some ppl n hopefully they c when they wake up

I doubt I'll actaully die its just Ativan but something will def happen and I cant say for sure if I'll be back to send an update

 

[Insomnia]

It’s not in god’s hands it’s in your hands. Don’t do it.

 

[ascendingalways]

 

[perculezz]

woah chill out bro its not over yet ur still young u got a bright future ahead of u and all
hope everything will turn out good regardless and ill be praying for u

 

[ascendingalways]

 

[jjx1z]

if you're actually trying to kys, it's up to you, no one can change your mind, but you can think about what's going to happen if you do it, you have to think what would happen if you don't do it, i tried to kms like a year ago, its not worth it, the thought of serenity after death is ropefuel, if you're not willing to suffer to achieve happiness its up to you, but happiness is totally worth it after all the suffering, i haven't achieved happiness yet, doesn't mean I'm going to give up, neither you should.

 

[ascendingalways]

I cant think but I can feel and I feel so hadr right now

I can feel but my brainfeels like in water so I can t process what I'm feeling or maybe I'm feeling too many things at once

I haven't felt like this ever

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Why are cumskins so fucking retarded


Imagine liking yourself like this your a scumbag POS, how would your mother feel. If you’re gonna rope at least do it once she is dead or whatever. Don’t you fucking dare let her come home to see you dead you fucking cunt man up don’t be a bitch. Fucking man up

I ain’t even speaking out my ass here I’ve been suicidal numerous times hell I’m still semi depressed but I love for the others around me. Do it for them if you can’t for yourselfb

 

[ikramy]

Why are cumskins so fucking retarded

Deadass nigga

 

[reemzy]

If there is a God I know I'll get through this and come back a better person entirely. I've already written the people closest to me (nothing suspicious but just letting them know how much they mean to me) but there's not too many of them. I haven't written anything to my immediate family, however.

I've been home alone 3 days now and haven't gone outside even once I can't do this. I'm thinking completely rationally. I have some Tito's from my moms cabinet and I have some sleeping pills (benzos) from my own personal stash. I'm gonna take a small dose now and wash it down with the vodka and then I'm gonna put on some bladee and right before I doze off I'm gonna take every single pill I have.

I might be fine but I'm not sure so I'm writing rn just to let you guys know what's gonna happen (I'm already pretty drunk if hou cant tell lol autocorrect is saving my ass) and I'm wishing everyone hree the rest wishes for everyone.

By fuys its been fun i luv u all pray 4 me unless ur Jewish or Hindi I don't want Satan or a cow to save me

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kill people (foids) instead of killing yourself

 

[ascendingalways]

Why are cumskins so fucking retarded


Imagine liking yourself like this your a scumbag POS, how would your mother feel. If you’re gonna rope at least do it once she is dead or whatever. Don’t you fucking dare let her come home to see you dead you fucking cunt man up don’t be a bitch. Fucking man up

I ain’t even speaking out my ass here I’ve been suicidal numerous times hell I’m still semi depressed but I love for the others around me. Do it for them if you can’t for yourselfb

my mother is pure evil sehes bipolar and abusive fuck her

 

[ascendingalways]

Why are cumskins so fucking retarded


Imagine liking yourself like this your a scumbag POS, how would your mother feel. If you’re gonna rope at least do it once she is dead or whatever. Don’t you fucking dare let her come home to see you dead you fucking cunt man up don’t be a bitch. Fucking man up

I ain’t even speaking out my ass here I’ve been suicidal numerous times hell I’m still semi depressed but I love for the others around me. Do it for them if you can’t for yourselfb

I don't even live w her anymore anyways

 

[Glorious King]

woah chill out bro its not over yet ur still young u got a bright future ahead of u and all
hope everything will turn out good regardless and ill be praying for u

This bright future cope is dead bro

Future gets more uglier as u unlock the truths of life

It's all just a facade saying " muh, dw bro futures gonna be great"

IRL it won't unless u do something that 99% of won't

Like take surgery for example

 

[nsk4ll]

If there is a God I know I'll get through this and come back a better person entirely. I've already written the people closest to me (nothing suspicious but just letting them know how much they mean to me) but there's not too many of them. I haven't written anything to my immediate family, however.

I've been home alone 3 days now and haven't gone outside even once I can't do this. I'm thinking completely rationally. I have some Tito's from my moms cabinet and I have some sleeping pills (benzos) from my own personal stash. I'm gonna take a small dose now and wash it down with the vodka and then I'm gonna put on some bladee and right before I doze off I'm gonna take every single pill I have.

I might be fine but I'm not sure so I'm writing rn just to let you guys know what's gonna happen (I'm already pretty drunk if hou cant tell lol autocorrect is saving my ass) and I'm wishing everyone hree the rest wishes for everyone.

By fuys its been fun i luv u all pray 4 me unless ur Jewish or Hindi I don't want Satan or a cow to save me

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dont kill yourself
please

 

[perculezz]

This bright future cope is dead bro

Future gets more uglier as u unlock the truths of life

It's all just a facade saying " muh, dw bro futures gonna be great"

IRL it won't unless u do something that 99% of won't

Like take surgery for example

i know that dont worry im just trying to give this man a little hope to not do it but theres still a chance it could get better if u try hard enough