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Kraken
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We’ve had a healthy perfect relationship for years, most of the time. The past couple years she has made jokes, she was in a group message with her friends and I heard her say “what does bbc mean?” My heart already sank because when we met she was so innocent and sweet, And then she found out and I found that type of porn on her phone. Keep in mind our vibe/energy is the type you think we’d be together and this is the one. Something switched and she makes “cute” and “small” comments, for example laying in bed and she pulls it out she giggles and so on. I seen her messages and her slutty ass friend recommended her getting a dildo, keep in mind she never even thought twice of those things, I see the message and her friend recommends a giant dildo and she says “oh my gosh ok, I have to hide that big thing lmao”..about The past 13 months I’ve been depressed and she asks why I’m always down and angry at night and hurt and distant, thinking maybe she would get the hint, 2 months later and I thought those things went away since she stopped making comments, then the nail hit the coffin, I seen her message pop up when she was showering and it said “lol just tell him he’s to small and you need a huge one ever since your dildo”… I’m over it, I’m out, I’m so out. Done. As our parents are like wtf happened?? . Lol imagine saying the truth , I’d kill myself. It’s okay. I’m down feeling that pain. That’s all. (It’s all good, working on myself, making money and hitting the gym, just a shame that influence can just ruin things, and great things)
