Letting go of my old crush was the biggest mistake of my life

[Apparition]

i was mad at her because she was bipolar. So i thought id find a better one soon.

It took 3 fucking years to start meeing girls again and i went for a different type: ALT GIRLS.

that was the bane of my existance. beause alt girls give you an insight into a life that you will never have so now im redpilled.

meanwhile my old crush didnt smoke, do drugs and watched anime. i wont tell you she was higher quality or vaue or whatever but she was a lot more "tame" and sensitive than the girls i met after her. she wouldnt lead a guy and then ghost him in cold blood.

and the more time goes by the more i realize that some stuff was never for me. i dont have the looks/NT to pull alt girls.

 

[whatthesigma]

it doesnt make sense anymore to date her anyway, you will get mad again cus shes bipolar.

 

[Apparition]

it doesnt make sense anymore to date her anyway, you will get mad again cus shes bipolar.

im immune to that now. i have met more bipolar people than her. im bipolar too when im not horny now that i think about it. she was the love of my life

 

[whatthesigma]

im immune to that now. i have met more bipolar people than her. im bipolar too when im not horny now that i think about it. she was the love of my life

You can’t be immune to that bruh or else you took some meds to numb your anger

 

[Apparition]

You can’t be immune to that bruh or else you took some meds to numb your anger

its not like im not mentally ill anyway. she was a good woman and i regret giving up on her. my oneitis is a demon by comparison