Life as a late bloomer is hell

[notneurotypical]

I’m a late bloomer, i’ve started puberty at 15 (currently 15,5) i’m slowly catching up but life last year was horrible, everyone my age was tall and actually looked their age and especially in teenage years looking or being older is a huge halo, that you don’t have if you’re a late bloomer.
I slowly lost friends because no one wants to hang out with a kid and had to play the role of the jester to keep the few friends i had
rushed post but i just wanted to express my thoughts and feelings