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i mean that there are two polar functions of animals: to reproduce and to not reproduce
both are necessary as possibilities for either to have any meaning
that is the game of evolution
i am nature dreaming what its like to be me, or more like nature's nightmare ...
the reproduction side isnt looking promising
even if i reproduce, its not inherently valuable. my kids must reproduce, and my grandkids must reproduce, and so on, or else my victory is short lived
i could manage to convince myself that i will succeed in reproducing if i put in the effort, thats not my worry. my worry is the future of humanity
to what end is my reproduction going toward? kalergi slaves? extinction? thats no good. to continue my essence into such filth would be a disgrace to myself
time doesnt exist in my reality, but rather my reality is one of many to exist across time. perhaps to look into the future is to look into the darkness, and i should turn around.
perhaps i should just solidify into a relic of the past. perhaps i should just see the present for what it is rather than trying so hard to change it to meet my expectations.
and what after death? if i reproduce, i grow. the dream shifts into a higher stage. if i dont? i shrink back to the earth. maybe ill find the latter more comforting. and maybe i can wait in relative latency for a new emergence of a higher dream.
both are necessary as possibilities for either to have any meaning
that is the game of evolution
i am nature dreaming what its like to be me, or more like nature's nightmare ...
the reproduction side isnt looking promising
even if i reproduce, its not inherently valuable. my kids must reproduce, and my grandkids must reproduce, and so on, or else my victory is short lived
i could manage to convince myself that i will succeed in reproducing if i put in the effort, thats not my worry. my worry is the future of humanity
to what end is my reproduction going toward? kalergi slaves? extinction? thats no good. to continue my essence into such filth would be a disgrace to myself
time doesnt exist in my reality, but rather my reality is one of many to exist across time. perhaps to look into the future is to look into the darkness, and i should turn around.
perhaps i should just solidify into a relic of the past. perhaps i should just see the present for what it is rather than trying so hard to change it to meet my expectations.
and what after death? if i reproduce, i grow. the dream shifts into a higher stage. if i dont? i shrink back to the earth. maybe ill find the latter more comforting. and maybe i can wait in relative latency for a new emergence of a higher dream.