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Bashan
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There's no winning on this planet, only people who suffer more and people who suffer less. Life is truly tragic because you are aware without much that you can do about it. Some people would get skinned, some people will suffer from disease and disabilities naturally or because of an accident. If you live long enough (considered to be blessing in society) you will watch a lot of your relatives die and it's not always going to be quick either. You'll probably die from unnatural diseases like Alzheimer and other weird shit that old people get. You're pretty much guaranteed to be more bored and depressed than happy and content.
There's too much holes to cover. If there's a hole in the ship you might try to cover it but if the pressure is getting too big in life as it usually does at some point, another hole will emerge, and what now? you covered 2 holes and a third one will pop. Problem with life is, if you ignore those holes your situation will get worse, and quick. But even fixing some holes isn't going to save that ship you call your life, it's hopeless and useless to try but you have to otherwise you will feel pain like no other
You grow old and decay over the years, your prime would be very short (if it's even something you had fun with) and then what? just living your shitty life? If I told you to play an epic video game for 10 hours but after you finish it you have to play it blind and deaf for 30 more hours, will you play that game? of course not. The ratio just doesn't add up, it's a trap. But we little humans have to play the game, our brain prevent us from roping and is part of your suffering.
We can't trust people, we can't trust our bodies, we can't trust our brain. One of them might turn on you at any second, or all of them. The only logical conclusion is to kill yourself, abandon the game. Your prime is shitty and the 30 hours after that are even shittier, what do you expect? your brain tells you that a miracle will happen, you might find something you love or a purpose to live for but ultimately it's like asking for a lightning to hits you before the winter, it might happen but the chance is just stupid low. We watch and hear about celebrity, athletes, conquers, kings, people who made history. But really it's just a stupid low amount of people. Most people were nameless soldiers, peasants, nowdays people who work 9 to 5 just to come back home to watch athletes and celebrity. You hold your hope for the smallest chance.
And let's not forget that no matter how well you played the game, no matter if you are the top of the top in the end it doesn't really matter. They will die too and will be forgotten, like it never even happened. Every smile, kiss, or hug or a moment of peace and happiness will vanish for eternity. An ant living 100 years from now will have more purpose than most of us. A cockroach will have more meaning, you can kill them now but 100 years from now they will still walk the earth where your bones rot, forgotten, your family underneath too. Those cockroaches will walk over your grave, how bizarre. They will take a shit right above it. I don't have any answers and I'm confused just as much as the next guy, those facts will fluctuate in our minds for the rest of our lives.
There's too much holes to cover. If there's a hole in the ship you might try to cover it but if the pressure is getting too big in life as it usually does at some point, another hole will emerge, and what now? you covered 2 holes and a third one will pop. Problem with life is, if you ignore those holes your situation will get worse, and quick. But even fixing some holes isn't going to save that ship you call your life, it's hopeless and useless to try but you have to otherwise you will feel pain like no other
You grow old and decay over the years, your prime would be very short (if it's even something you had fun with) and then what? just living your shitty life? If I told you to play an epic video game for 10 hours but after you finish it you have to play it blind and deaf for 30 more hours, will you play that game? of course not. The ratio just doesn't add up, it's a trap. But we little humans have to play the game, our brain prevent us from roping and is part of your suffering.
We can't trust people, we can't trust our bodies, we can't trust our brain. One of them might turn on you at any second, or all of them. The only logical conclusion is to kill yourself, abandon the game. Your prime is shitty and the 30 hours after that are even shittier, what do you expect? your brain tells you that a miracle will happen, you might find something you love or a purpose to live for but ultimately it's like asking for a lightning to hits you before the winter, it might happen but the chance is just stupid low. We watch and hear about celebrity, athletes, conquers, kings, people who made history. But really it's just a stupid low amount of people. Most people were nameless soldiers, peasants, nowdays people who work 9 to 5 just to come back home to watch athletes and celebrity. You hold your hope for the smallest chance.
And let's not forget that no matter how well you played the game, no matter if you are the top of the top in the end it doesn't really matter. They will die too and will be forgotten, like it never even happened. Every smile, kiss, or hug or a moment of peace and happiness will vanish for eternity. An ant living 100 years from now will have more purpose than most of us. A cockroach will have more meaning, you can kill them now but 100 years from now they will still walk the earth where your bones rot, forgotten, your family underneath too. Those cockroaches will walk over your grave, how bizarre. They will take a shit right above it. I don't have any answers and I'm confused just as much as the next guy, those facts will fluctuate in our minds for the rest of our lives.
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