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Samuel Gray
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First of all, height not included, I’m still ltn at BEST, but if we’re taking my height into account I’m sub5. My brother mogs me to oblivion, he is twice my height and has good bone structure, he doesn’t do any of this looksmaxxing shit, which just proves that it all boils down to genetics.
When me and him go out in public it is absolutely brutal, we hung out the other day with a girl and she was flirting with him the entire time and being playful, whereas I pretty much got completely ignored.
I sort of brought the subject up to my brother and just told him that he didn’t understand how my life was and that I’m ugly and short, and he told me that I wasn’t ugly, I just looked average. It kind of confirmed my fears though.
This woman I’m mutuals with on twitter keeps friendzoning me and that’s probably the most brutal thing of all because its so easy to fraud online yet here I am. The only girls that seem to want me online are people I’m uninterested in.
All day at work I feel incredibly suicidal, I just think about how I’ll need to keep spending my money on steroids as well as saving up for facial surgery, but even that won’t save my height. I’m just doing a bunch of dumb shit with steroids in hopes that I die before 25. I’m turning 19 on Tuesday and I’ve never felt as suicidal as I do now.
So many people think I’m a kid because of how short I am, its no wonder women don’t even pay attention to me, I keep praying to God to just have mercy on me and kill me at this point. I try not to dwell too much on my insecurities but its impossible when you’re this lonely and depressed.
Life is such a cruel game I hope that when I die, its over forever, I never want to do this shit again unless I’m somehow reincarnated as a chad in a reward for all of this suffering I have to endure.
When me and him go out in public it is absolutely brutal, we hung out the other day with a girl and she was flirting with him the entire time and being playful, whereas I pretty much got completely ignored.
I sort of brought the subject up to my brother and just told him that he didn’t understand how my life was and that I’m ugly and short, and he told me that I wasn’t ugly, I just looked average. It kind of confirmed my fears though.
This woman I’m mutuals with on twitter keeps friendzoning me and that’s probably the most brutal thing of all because its so easy to fraud online yet here I am. The only girls that seem to want me online are people I’m uninterested in.
All day at work I feel incredibly suicidal, I just think about how I’ll need to keep spending my money on steroids as well as saving up for facial surgery, but even that won’t save my height. I’m just doing a bunch of dumb shit with steroids in hopes that I die before 25. I’m turning 19 on Tuesday and I’ve never felt as suicidal as I do now.
So many people think I’m a kid because of how short I am, its no wonder women don’t even pay attention to me, I keep praying to God to just have mercy on me and kill me at this point. I try not to dwell too much on my insecurities but its impossible when you’re this lonely and depressed.
Life is such a cruel game I hope that when I die, its over forever, I never want to do this shit again unless I’m somehow reincarnated as a chad in a reward for all of this suffering I have to endure.
