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Apparition
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all the decent people i met were in 2019. i could have had a circle with both women and guys in it and guess what? i threw my chance away.
and it wasnt just one chance but like 4 or so. i had no idea how easy socializing was at that point and how much lower the standards were for anything.
after that i have been and trying and trying for years always improving but being completely insignificant because noone fucking cares.
even my parents barely reacted when i told them im doing a PhD, must be the vaccines or smth.
and it wasnt just one chance but like 4 or so. i had no idea how easy socializing was at that point and how much lower the standards were for anything.
after that i have been and trying and trying for years always improving but being completely insignificant because noone fucking cares.
even my parents barely reacted when i told them im doing a PhD, must be the vaccines or smth.