
whitebitchslayer
my lust disgust me
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I feel like I’m working my ass of every day and still failing.
I wake up at 630, go to the gym, come home, shower/get ready, go to school, come home at 230ish, eat, go to the gym or back to school to do more work, come home to do work, go to work, come home when it’s already like 12:30 and then I have more work to do
I’m loosing track of the days, last Saturday I thought it was a Friday and woke up early and this morning I thought it was a Friday as well.
I feel like I’m putting in max effort and my brain can barely handle it yet it’s not enough. I’m starving myself down to 1300 calories a day (~7k a week deficit) and the scale isn’t moving and I don’t look any leaner after abt 2 weeks. I’m working yet I’m still poor, I’m studying harder yet my grades are still shit.
I’m never not tired and soon will lack brain function to do anything except day to day tasks like a zombie. It also feels like events in my life are halted in place…
I’m not really sure what to do I’m not making any progress in any form. If I could atleast make some money, get a little leaner, build more muscle, and get my grades up I would be happy
I wake up at 630, go to the gym, come home, shower/get ready, go to school, come home at 230ish, eat, go to the gym or back to school to do more work, come home to do work, go to work, come home when it’s already like 12:30 and then I have more work to do
I’m loosing track of the days, last Saturday I thought it was a Friday and woke up early and this morning I thought it was a Friday as well.
I feel like I’m putting in max effort and my brain can barely handle it yet it’s not enough. I’m starving myself down to 1300 calories a day (~7k a week deficit) and the scale isn’t moving and I don’t look any leaner after abt 2 weeks. I’m working yet I’m still poor, I’m studying harder yet my grades are still shit.
I’m never not tired and soon will lack brain function to do anything except day to day tasks like a zombie. It also feels like events in my life are halted in place…
I’m not really sure what to do I’m not making any progress in any form. If I could atleast make some money, get a little leaner, build more muscle, and get my grades up I would be happy