life is so weird (RECOMMENDED READ)

[PsychoDsk]

we're all so fucking cursed, you are cursed, I am cursed, your mother is cursed. There is no right way to live nor is there a wrong way to live. U can have everything you want yet you're still not at peace with what you truly present, your soul.

everyone's soul is trapped, we're mere figments of our past self. When we were children, life felt real and worthwile. The trees looked pretty, butterflies were the most beautiful thing you could spot. None of that matters when you grow older. Your childhood aspirations fade away.

I used to truly believe I was meant for greatness when I was little, grown-ups would always tell me 'childhood dreams never come true and you'll just be a normal person'. I was determined to prove them wrong, my willpower, my egoism, my soul could simply not let that slide. I fully believed I would grow up to become something special, someone worthy, someone that deserves everything he wants.

As I've grown older I've come to realise that it's just simply not the case. We're all the same, our willpower, our determination and our souls have been burning out for years and years. We lack the grit, innocence and ignorance from when we were kids. nothing could stop us, a scratch felt like hell and a hug felt like heaven. As we grow older, these roles reverse. scratches feel like peace, and a hug feels like entrapment.

No one is truly free, no one is different or more special than someone else. We've been conditioned to be some kind of person and there is absolutely nothing we can do about it. Everything is already decided for us, we can't change our souls, we can't fix what's not worth fixing.

I mean, sometimes we're at peace right? Sometimes we are okay with all of it? Where is the grit? Where are our souls? Where did all our dreams float off to?

The past week I've felt really really terrible, the worst I've ever felt. But it's okay because I know I will accept my current situation in some time. after all that's what we're destined to do right? just accept and move on?

I just wish I could get my soul back, my pure innocent soul. Not the one that was built over years of abandonment and violence.

goodluck in life people
remember, just accept and move tf on. Nothing will ever go the way you want it too because you can never figure out what exactly it is you want.
I miss old psychodsk
I miss having caretakers who accepted me as their own
I miss playing in the snow
I miss team-sports
I miss big friendgroups
I miss the thrill of my first deviances
I miss the sense of freedom from when I smoked my first cig ever
I miss the extreme hapiness from ecstacy
I miss the feeling of making people laugh in kindergarten
I miss the feeling of teachers being accepting
I miss the feeling of laying in my mothers arms
I miss crying over a little shab

I miss my soul

 

[fuxkdakikez]

can anyone set me up on an e-date with an english woman?

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

A bitch nigga wrote this essay.

your parents told you you're destined to be a bitch nigga and you finally agreed, after years and years of denial, after acquiring an ego larger than life, you realized they right?

that's not what happened was it.

No. Thats the point you monkey, they were WRONG, it was you who proved them right

You gave up. It was you. That's right, you can't lie to me!

What's your passion? Whats your age? What credibility do you have to say this shit

Aren't you like 20? You have plenty of time to dream

this is a matter of individual inferiority

you're choices were:

A. become secure in your state of inferiority

B. Fight even harder to change the tides.

You decided it was too hard, too abstract, too uncertain, to become great. And it was YOU who gave up

Billionaires don't exist? Heroes aren't born? Change isn't made?

You've seen it made, you've seen geniuses make an impact, even sports players,

Even streamers. Like Kai cenat.

That's where the bar is, lower than ever.

Your parents were wrong. And so are you.

Lock in.

 

[PsychoDsk]

A bitch nigga wrote this essay.

your parents told you you're destined to be a bitch nigga and you finally agreed, after years and years of denial, after acquiring an ego larger than life, you realized they right?

that's not what happened was it.

No. Thats the point you monkey, they were WRONG, it was you who proved them right

You gave up. It was you. That's right, you can't lie to me!

What's your passion? Whats your age? What credibility do you have to say this shit

Aren't you like 20? You have plenty of time to dream

this is a matter of individual inferiority

you're choices were:

A. become secure in your state of inferiority

B. Fight even harder to change the tides.

You decided it was too hard, too abstract, too uncertain, to become great. And it was YOU who gave up

Billionaires don't exist? Heroes aren't born? Change isn't made?

You've seen it made, you've seen geniuses make an impact, even sports players,

Even streamers. Like Kai cenat.

That's where the bar is, lower than ever.

Your parents were wrong. And so are you.

Lock in.
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yea but what then nigtard?

you might just have given me the motivation to go full ER and kill hundreds of innocent niggas, how bout that? still glad u wrote that speech huh?

 

[RICHCELDOM]

Life is a tragedy up close but a comedy from a distance

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

yea but what then nigtard?

you might just have given me the motivation to go full ER and kill hundreds of innocent niggas, how bout that? still glad u wrote that speech huh?

The easy way out?

Doesn't prove anything. Just as I said,

You have one option, to Lay in your filth and give up

And the other, to conquer.

What you just described is the first option. Killing innocents for no reason is not productive and is more bitch behavior from what I just described a bitch nigga.

It appears I described you correctly.

 

[playxiing]

dnr do u think chads need to read this ? no he is slaying some foids

 

[PsychoDsk]

The easy way out?

Doesn't prove anything. Just as I said,

You have one option, to Lay in your filth and give up

And the other, to conquer.

What you just described is the first option. Killing innocents for no reason is not productive and is more bitch behavior from what I just described a bitch nigga.

It appears I described you correctly.

there is no easy or hard way out brotha.

you're always laying in your own filth, sometimes you'll be happy and other times you'll be sad. today just happens to be a sad day. I know I accomplished quite a big deal and I can be proud of myself but now what?

I agree with you, we just have to keep living, keep fighting to secure our health but that doesn't disprove the fact that our souls have gotten rotten.

We aren't innocent and we're too caught up in reality, there is no wonderland anymore. The only thing that matters when we grow older is the future and the past. We can never ever enjoy our current situation. I know this sounds like avg oogabooga sadness type shit muh I never enjoy my present but it's simply true. You need dopamine from past experiences or the thrill of seeing yourself in the future. The present isn't here anymore, the butterflies don't fly anymore, the wonderful trees became average bricks in our view (metaphorically speaking). We have so much to appreciate, to love, to accept but we just can't.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

there is no easy or hard way out brotha.

you're always laying in your own filth, sometimes you'll be happy and other times you'll be sad. today just happens to be a sad day. I know I accomplished quite a big deal and I can be proud of myself but now what?

I agree with you, we just have to keep living, keep fighting to secure our health but that doesn't disprove the fact that our souls have gotten rotten.

We aren't innocent and we're too caught up in reality, there is no wonderland anymore. The only thing that matters when we grow older is the future and the past. We can never ever enjoy our current situation. I know this sounds like avg oogabooga sadness type shit muh I never enjoy my present but it's simply true. You need dopamine from past experiences or the thrill of seeing yourself in the future. The present isn't here anymore, the butterflies don't fly anymore, the wonderful trees became average bricks in our view (metaphorically speaking). We have so much to appreciate, to love, to accept but we just can't.

You need a dream brother. Me and you both...

Some MLK type shit, there's enough injustice to find one

Maybe secret agent shit assassinate people who gotta go like luigi but a whole long term operation

Off the grid type shit, rack up as many as you can before the feds take you

Would be badass

 

[Thebuffdon]

State of the forum

 

[IOS]

 

[PsychoDsk]

You need a dream brother. Me and you both...

Some MLK type shit, there's enough injustice to find one

Maybe secret agent shit assassinate people who gotta go like luigi but a whole long term operation

Off the grid type shit, rack up as many as you can before the feds take you

Would be badass

real
I always wondered what it would be like to be a dictator over the most powerful country in the world. How would it feel to command every single person in the universe.

swear, the first time I saw shit about luigi I was thinking to myself 'how the fuck does he actually go through with all of this?'. It's all I ever wanted and want, a legacy, a name that won't go in vain and a voice