Life isnt for me

[R@m@]

I enjoy living but start think about death and its frightening I will leave my family and all the people ive known and I will cease to exist one day

 

[Lord Shadow]

Brutal but I get what you mean it’s a pretty heavy thought. It’s tough thinking about leaving everything behind and not being around anymore. But at the same time, it’s part of life, even though it’s hard to wrap your head around I think just focusing on making the most of the time we have helps a little, you know? Enjoying the moments with the people who matter to us.

 

[R@m@]

Brutal but I get what you mean it’s a pretty heavy thought. It’s tough thinking about leaving everything behind and not being around anymore. But at the same time, it’s part of life, even though it’s hard to wrap your head around I think just focusing on making the most of the time we have helps a little, you know? Enjoying the moments with the people who matter to us.

Exactly, ive experienced ego death several times and its always terrifying and liberting st the same time

But when you actually die and cease to exist is even more terrifying

 

[Deleted member 114295]

I enjoy living but start think about death and its frightening I will leave my family and all the people ive known and I will cease to exist one day

I’m the complete opposite tbh. Living frightens me, especially bc of the agepill and the thought of not existing one day actually brings me peace

 

[Lord Shadow]

Exactly, ive experienced ego death several times and its always terrifying and liberting st the same time

But when you actually die and cease to exist is even more terrifying

Yeah, ego death is a wild ride so freeing, but also really unsettling. It’s like shedding a layer of yourself, but then you start thinking about what happens when you really cease to exist, and that’s a whole different level of fear. It’s hard to wrap your head around, but I guess the only way to deal with it is to focus on living fully in the moments you have yk

 

[R@m@]

Yeah, ego death is a wild ride so freeing

Specially when you have past traumas and create a whole personality to deal with those traumas your whole life, its 100x harder to let go